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Sunday, July 09, 2006
1:50 PM

i th0ught the end means the end.. there sh0uldn't be a t0 be c0ntinue at e back..
i thought everything would be back to normal..
but why?!
nooo
i dun wan this..
why must things turn s0 c0mplicated?!
everything became a misunderstanding.. n we c0uld still be a c0uple rite n0w..
why.. why didn't i listen t0 that v0ice that night..
that v0ice.. it kept telling mi n0t t0 break..
again n again..
but i didn't listen..
n0w i'm s0 afraid..
that th0se happy m0ments w0uld really bec0me a mem0ry..
i really dun wan a mem0ry..
i wan it t0 happen t0 mi again..
i c0uld still rmb..
everything..
right fr0m e beginning..
fr0m e day he put e ring 0nt0 my finger..
e m0ment when my m0m saw him, when i was s0 dumbf0unded..
the 1st time he held my hand at carref0ur n saw kathy thereafter..
the 1st time he kiss my cheeks when he was being dared t0 during ru0ya0's b'dae party..
the 1st time we hugged by the lift.. when i said 'i want..' n he 0pen his arms n all0w mi t0 fall ont0 his warm chest..
the 1st time.. at e beach... e best 0f e best..
the 1st time.. at my chalet.. he was like my real husband when he allowed me to lie 0n his chest n hear his heartbeat..
every beat was like a rhythm with mine..
th0se happy times..
h0w d0 u expect me t0 f0rget..
135 days..
4months n 2 weeks..
all th0se..
i g0t a feeling he w0n't want a patch..
i g0t a feeling he wants t0 excel in s0mething that he really l0ves d0ing..
that is bmx..
but.. can he bare th0se l0veliie kisses?
why can't he accept mi 0nce again n d0 e things he want?
i had nv f0rbid him fr0m anything..
i'm n0t his m0m..
educati0n level is n0t imp0rtant in real l0ve..
maybe he might n0t n0e this yet..
but i've been crushing 0n a n/t guy f0r 3 years..
i've expressed my feelings times n again..
rejected..
but i still d0 like him..
n0t f0r face 0r educati0n..
but f0r heart..
i wan a beautiful s0ul..
i f0und a beautiful s0ul..
that s0ul made me felt special..
that s0ul made me happy 95% the times when we were t0gether..
3% i made him sad..
2% he made me sad..
i n0e i'm v naggy..
i always am..
that's me..
y0u ch0se me n had t0 accept this..
i 0nli nag at e ppl i really care f0r n l0ve..
i can talk 0n f0r h0urs..
jus because i care s0 much..
i dun wan e 0ne that i l0ve t0 be hurt..
s0 i had t0 nag...
s0 that he can rememer wad i said..
i dun even b0ther t0 say ppl when i dun even like them..
i wun even give a damm f0r ppl hu i dun care f0r when they fall d0wn n hurt themselves..
i wun b0ther trying t0 make them special when they dun make mmi feel the same..
but..
he is the 0ne i care f0r..
when i think that we might bec0me a mem0ry..
my heart sinks..
when i think that we might never be able t0 l0ok int0 each 0ther's eyes and sae 'i love you'
my tears c0me up t0 mi..
when i think that jus n0t l0ng ag0 when i f0und that my feeling f0r him r ever s0 true..
yet i said all th0se things t0 him..
i must be crazy..
when i think there w0uldn't be a sh0ulder f0r me t0 lean 0n anym0re..
i really want t0 burt int0 tears n scream my head 0ff..
when i think that i w0uldn't be in his family anim0re..
i'm really disapp0inted..
i really d0n't wan it t0 end..
fate lies in his hands..
he have 2 ch0ices..
t0 persue n c0ncentrate 0n his bmx
0r
t0 be wif mi n at e same time persue his dreams..
he dun n0e that i will eng0urage him..
he thinks that i will disc0urage him..
he thinks that i will st0p him fr0m wad he wants t0 d0..
that's wad he think..
he's putting l0ads 0f w0rds int0 my m0uth..
but that's wad he thinks..
n0t mi..
maybe he dun mi well enuf yet that i'm n0t s0me0ne like that..
maybe i wun get e chance t0 let him really n0e mi..
everything is s0 c0mplicated..
everything seems t0 have n0 ans but l0ts 0f d0ubts..
he have d0ubts..
i'm sure 0f that..
becuz i have d0ubts to0..
i n0e he dun suit mi n my life
but i like e way he is..
i like e way he c0ntrast int0 my life..
w/o him, my life w0uld be dull n b0ring..
he n0e that i dun suit int0 his life at all to0..
he n0e i'm s0 diff fr0m e ppl he meets..
but he n0es that he wants a girl like me..
a girl that d0es n0t fit int0 his life..
haiiz..
why d0esn't he keep a bl0g to0?
why d0esn't i get t0 n0e wad he is thinking abt..
this is all abt us..
we sh0uld be s0lving it t0gether..
why is he e 0ne that gets t0 ch0ose..
why is he e 0ne that have t0 think 0f all the pr0s n c0ns
i want t0 help
i dun wan t0 leave him in this big mess we've created..
y dun he wan my help?
why????
i think we b0th need a face t0 face talk asap..

...thepurplegirl...