Thursday, December 27, 2007
11:25 AM
this is e 1st time i use e laptop to write a post
hmm
have been working
n realise tt
a pers0n can nv be satisfied
when schooling
he/she will hope tt sch quickly ends
n quickly grow up n start working
like f0r mi
i have been l0oking f0rward t0 e 6 m0nths 0f h0li
dan when it came
i felt tt g0ing t0 sch0ol was better
at least g0t things t0 d0
s0 end up i think
maybe g0t j0b dan nt tt b0ring bahs
end up
e chance realli came
n i started w0rking at charles & keith
after w0rking f0r abt 1 week
things are getting rather ann0ying
d0ing things again n again
lol
dan think tt r0t at h0me better bahs..
u see wad i mean
ppl can nv be satisfied..
but anw
i kinda like my job la
e ppl i meet are mostly very fiendly
XDD
foreigners la
nt like some local ppl
s0 rude n unfriendly de..
ok
get to e p0int 0f bl0gging
few daes back i was chatting wif yj
dan he told mi
ur 1st l0ve sh0uld be e very 1st time u actualli fall deep d0wn int0 a well
an endless pit t0 be exact
dan he told mi e 1st time it actualli happen t0 him
is when he met kathy
lol
dan i started t0 think la
dan i realise
e 1st time tt actualli happened t0 mi
was when i was 14
0n e 23rd 0f sept 2005
i started falling
until recently
dan i realise h0w deep i actualli fell le
tt it has bec0me almost imp0ssible f0r mi t0 climb back up
n0w e biggest qn in my heart is this
d0es he still...
have feelings f0r me?
t0 b truthful t0 myself
i w0uld sae i have fallen 0nli twice
n have climbed 0ut 0f e 2nd well le
in e 1st well..
i'm feeling c0nfuse
i wan t0 c0ntinue falling
but i realli dunn0 whether i sh0uld 0r n0t
i c0uld jus climb back up
but it is n0t what i want t0 d0
=/
yj t0ld mi
h0w deep u fell int0 e well
d0es n0t depend 0n e am0unt 0f physical c0ntact
tt u have given n taken from each 0ther
but e fracti0n 0f heart 0f urs tt u thr0w int0 it
i must have thr0wn in e wh0le heart h0r e 1st well
tt's y can't climb back up
>.<
aiya
dunn0 wad t0 d0 la
jus believe in fate bah
if we're fated t0 be tgt
dan we will be tgt n0 matter wad
h0w n when
everything happens f0r a reas0n
e 1st time nv last
is t0 teach a less0n
a less0n that teaches h0w t0 treasure e 0nes we l0ve
a less0n i will nv f0rget
a heartbreak tt will nv be healed..
i'm s0unding em0..
tmr d0ing aftern0on shift
tink i'll jus end here la
tired n feel like watching tv le..
buaiis!!~
...thepurplegirl...
Zyndie Wai Jin Hui