zyndie.the daddy's girl

2011-09-27T01:26:00.002+08:00

Yesterday I just convinced myself, what's going on today?! Argh.

Really hate it when e heart says a different thing from the head. Leaving it to God.

Today I prayed this prayer: God, if it is Your will, let the feelings grow to the point that it will overwhelm my heart, so that I will know it is from You and it is Your will. Otherwise, take away all those feelings to the point that I would feel nothing at all. Absolutely, nothing.

Result: Still feeling a lot, but not yet overwhelmed.

So then I realised, God doesn't work that way, does He?

2011-09-25T21:51:00.002+08:00

Alright, I have officially remove those links of my friends' blogs whom hardly visit and is already not updated or e link is broken. :D

Today I got a cheesecake recipe book from MPH using some $20 voucher I got from my assistant director at work. Heh. I truly aspire to make one of e best cheesecake ppl have ever tried in their entire life. HEEHEE. Oh, and hopefully I can master making macarons someday too! Cheaper way to enjoy life at it's best!

Anw, kinda convinced myself that yes, I'm really thinking too much. So that's tt for now.

God will light my path and guide the way I'm suppose to take. <3

2011-09-25T01:27:00.005+08:00

So I created a list of 100 criterias in the ideal man I want for a husband.

My friend said that she went to tell her friend about this list and apparently her friend thought that the list was rather ridiculous and ask me to go to Mars to find such a guy. Well, technically speaking, firstly, Mars doesn't even have a single man. Second, if you don't meet at least 75 % of the criteria doesn't mean no one is this world is able to. I understand that no man is perfect, thus it wasn't even included in my list that you need to be perfect for me to marry you. But if I am going to marry you, at least I know that you are someone of character, values, attitude and habits which I would come to love.

Then, i thought to myself, "If I were to narrow my list down to 1 single criteria, what would it be?" Simple. Point no. 100: Fear of nothing except God. I believe that once you are truly a God-fearing man, you are a true man. One who would want to live by faith and develop the 9 fruit of the spirit, to want to glorify Him in every way, every aspect of life. You will bear the 9 fruit of the spirit which really cover most of my criteria. Loving, faithful, peaceful, joyful, gentle, good, patient, kind and has self-control. You will not do things that will not glorify His name, neither will you act in ways that does not reflect His glory. If you don't get how point 100 actually summarise my 100 points, here's my 100 points for reference...

1 Christian

2 Smarter than me

3 Academically more inclined than me

4 More mature than me, not by too much

5 Older than me

6 Taller than me by at least half a head

7 Heavier/Bigger-sized than me

8 Does sports

9 Knows a musical instrument

10 More spiritual than me

11 Has leadership qualities

12 Financially independent

13 Tanner than me

14 Independent

15 A sense of humour I can understand

16 Patient

17 Must be able to tolerate my nonsense

18 Loving

19 Decisive

20 Must want to lead in the relationship

21 Non-judgmental

22 Balance between people and goal oriented

23 Loyal

24 Faithful

25 Gracious

26 Does not smoke (best is don't like smoke also)

27 Does not use vulgarities

28 Not addicted to coffee/alcohol/drugs/internet games/anything bad for health

29 Daring

30 Strong character

31 Free-spirited

32 Gentleman

33 Practical

34 Romantic

35 Full of surprises

36 Knowledgeable

37 Loves children

38 Wants to get married when I am 23-25 years old

39 Witty

40 Pleasant looking

41 Can give a sense of security

42 Can give a sense of protection

43 Time conscious

44 Punctual

45 Joyful

46 Not violent

47 Not moody

48 Reasonable

49 Logical

50 Consistent

51 Has a vision

52 Has a goal

53 Cannot be messier than me

54 Organised

55 Has self-control

56 Morally upright

57 Understanding

58 Teachable

59 Learns fast (hopefully same speed or even faster than me)

60 Adventurous

61 Attentive

62 No bad breathe

63 No body odour

64 Has a good grasp of the English Language

65 Not curly hair

66 Loves japanese food

67 Has a proper biological clock

68 Put others before self

69 Dares to be unglam

70 Natural

71 Can cook

72 Tech savvy

73 Enjoys baking

74 Can sing

75 Can compose songs

76 Healthy physically

77 Healthy mentally

78 Healthy orally

79 Good personal hygiene

80 Neat

81 Knows how to prioritise

82 Not just a sweet talking guy

83 Persistent

84 Generous but understands the value of money

85 Courteous

86 Filial

87 Well-mannered

88 Able to see the bigger picture

89 Able to see the details as well

90 Ability to have crowd control

91 People listens to him when he speaks

92 Knows when to play and when to be serious

93 Wise

94 Trustworthy

95 Contented, but faithful

96 Good money management

97 Doesn't snore very loudly

98 Good sense of fashion

99 Loves animals

100 Fear of nothing except God

Really. Besides the physical, abilities and technical points. The rest, are really, Christ-like characteristics. And it is our duty as a Christian, to want to be more and more like Christ each day.

It may seem like I'm asking for a lot. But in reality, all I'm asking for, is for you be really have a God-fearing character. Because, that's all really matters, and all that it takes to shape you to that ideal man of every girl's list.

2011-09-19T01:05:00.002+08:00

So far the past week I've been feeling kinda burdened. Feeling things I should feel, thinking thoughts i shouldn't think. Especially right now, at this age. My purpose is to serve God to the best that I can, and all the rest of my heart's desires will be added on to me.

Somehow, after last night's prayer, I felt that peace coming back into me heart. No longer feeling so heavy-hearted and guilty. No longer worrying about things that does not exist. No longer thinking too much about some stuff.

I'd rather no one reading this right now. I'd rather be able to fully express myself here. But I know, what on the web will forever stay on the web. So I'd rather write the real intimate feelings in my diary. I thank God for letting me know Him and having a relationship with Him, for giving me the grace to take control of those random feelings of anxiety, excitement and nervousness. for bringing peace into my heart once again.

Thank you God, I love You, and I know that You love me too! <3

2011-09-16T17:16:00.000+08:00

Hello world.

The blog has been dead for over a year, but I am still alive. LOL.
Well, I just suddenly feel like blogging again.

SO, what's going on in my life now? I'm currently a Senior Assistant Executive (Scholarship Coordinator) at Public Service Commission (PSC). I'm just on this 6 month's contract before I continue my studies in Psychology. My plan now is actually to study in SIMGE's University of Wullongong BSc (Psychology) for a year starting in Jan 2012. Haven't been confirmed a place yet, but rather confident of it. The site of SIMGE stated that with a Diploma in Psychology from TP would allow me to have 2 years advance standing for the 3 years Degree course. So it'll just take me 1 year to get my degree! It'll be w/o an honours though.

Then upon completion of this deg, I have a few plans.
If possible;
Plan A - To get an honours degree from University of Melbourne
Plan B - To get a Masters degree from New York University
Plan C - Go to School of Theology for 7 months before furthering my studies (either Plan A or B)

If all else fails, God will make a way for me.

Yes, now I am definitely a faithful believer of Christ. I have backslided before in the past, but I have already slide back to His love 2 years ago. Never regretted it. Although there has been times when I feel like sliding again, but I chose to be faithful, for His love will never fail me. I thank God I'm still attending church and cell group meetings regularly. Now I'm yearning for His presence in my life more than ever before.

God has blessed me with a ministry I call home (Drama Ministry) and recently another which I felt I calling is to be (Choir Ministry). In the different ministries I experience different levels of the presence of God. The strongest so far is still when I serve in DM.

God is the one who has blessed me with my current job, as well as the opportunity to perform in the Halloween show at USS in Oct. It will be my first ever show in a public place, not as a singer, but an actor.

I thank Him with all my heart and I pray that you will be able to know my God someday. Amen.

2010-08-08T17:42:00.000+08:00

Some tips from The Diet Solution Program regarding SLEEP influencing WEIGHT LOSS.

The worst part of all, is after just 1 day of sleep deprivation I started reaching for chocolate and sweets for a quick pick me up. (Oh yeah, now you can relate.)

How does sleep (or sleep deprivation) affect your weight loss efforts? Believe it or not, the impact is huge!

Here are just a few reasons why sleeping may be the missing link to your weight loss efforts:

1. When you're tired, it is so much harder to make healthy choices. I'm not sure if this is more about psychology or physiology or a combination of both. However, I know I have experienced it firsthand. When I get a good night's sleep, sticking to my regular exercise and healthy eating routine is a cinch. But when I'm sleep deprived, I somehow think that chocolate and sugar will make me feel better. The truth is, it never does! It actually makes me feel worse. Much worse, because the blood sugar highs and lows makes me more tired and cranky than before I ate the sweets. (Nothing is worse than a cranky Isabel. Well, maybe cranky Zyndie is worse, but who am I to say?).

2. Now for some science. Researchers from several separate studies have found a link between sleep and the hormones that influence our eating behavior. Two specific hormones are involved. Ghrelin is responsible for feelings of hunger. Leptin tells the brain when it's time to stop. When you're sleep deprived, your ghrelin levels increase at the same time that your leptin levels decrease. The result is an increased craving for food and not feeling full (a hormone disaster as far as staying on track with a healthy eating plan). Nothing is worse than craving food and being hungry at the same time.

3. Many people don't know this, but your body adjusts itself based on your circadian rhythms and the amount of sunlight outside. Without getting too deep into the science, these rhythms and light tell your body to physically recover approximately between the hours of 10pm-2am and to mentally recover approximately between 2am-6am. If you aren't getting to bed until 12am, you are missing out on 2 crucial hours of physical repair. This can result in all sorts of aches and pains that do not get better, no matter what you try. I have seen clients relieve bad backs and aching joints by just getting to bed by 10pm. I have even seen people get smarter by sleeping til 6am (ok, I made this last statement up, but wouldn't that be great?). All kidding aside, I have seen people act consistently sharper when they are well rested.

How are you going to get a good night's sleep to ensure you are not sabotaging your weight loss efforts?

Here are a few tips for getting a good night's sleep:

1. Don't watch TV before bed. You may not realize how fired up the news or your favorite TV show gets you before bed time. Instead grab a book or your favorite magazine and read in bed. This works wonders, especially a good fiction book that will help you forget the day's events.

2. Cut your caffeine intake early in the day. An afternoon coffee or tea can still be racing through your blood stream at 10pm. Cut out your last caffeinated beverage by noon. This includes all coffee and teas (except herbal teas). Once you catch up on your sleep, you won't be so dependent on your afternoon java kick.

3. Avoid sugar before bed. (You were avoiding sugar anyway right?) Consuming sugar right before bed leads to a blood sugar roller coaster ride, potentially waking you up in the middle of the night due to a blood sugar low.

4. Put your work away before bed. There is nothing worse than a racing mind before bed. Crunching numbers and reading work documents right before bed may lead to dreams about work (or nightmares). End all work at least 2 hours before bed. If this is not possible for you, you may need to reassess your work schedule a bit.

Whatever the adjustments are for you, remember, sleep may just be the missing link in your nutrition, exercise and health regimen. Stick to your Diet Solution Meal Plans and tuck yourself in at 10pm each night.

2010-07-21T18:34:00.004+08:00

I had durian after dinner some time early this well.

yum yum.

Then I went to IKEA to have meatballs and salmon with him on Monday (if i didn't rmb wrongly)

I forgot to take picture before eating so this is what is left of the meatballs when I remembered to take picture...

yup, jus a small piece of potato. HAHA

oh, and here's the salmon. It's really nice...

He sent me home last night. We were walking through some HDB flats in search of a cash deposit machine... And we saw this SUPER CUTE CAT!

It was standing so still at the lift lobby I thought I was some cat statue that no one wants.

But it started to move abit, so i realised tt it's a real cat. HAHA

I took a few pictures. It's eyes are like so innocent la...

(apologies for the lousy camera work)

I like the way it put it's tail at it's paws.

SOOOO CUTTEEEE

HEEE!

Then we saw another 2. They look like a couple. And were sitting down beside each other like a couple. But when I tried to walk closer to take a picture of them both, one walked away. ZZZ

They were kinda like of the same colour.

We saw a total of about 6 cats last night.

1 more was of a 'messy and dirty' dark-coloured fur, the other 1 was sitting on the child sit of a bike. SUPER CUTE! But I didn't manage to take a picture of it. Then e last one was a black cat with yellow eyes lying at the side against a wall. COOL CATS. =D

Today shoe did this during criminal psych lecture. I think she was too bored...

Everything's just one connected line. =D

After lecture I went for lunch at bistro with linjia, then to the library to do my application letter, then met up with WP for IAPS consultation (was feeling elated after that), met him and forgot that I already had lunch, so I kinda ate again, accompany him to get cake for his boss, then he bought me this (with me saying no)...

just cuz i said tt it looks really pretty. This cake is literally sweet. And emotionally as well. (was feeling even happier after meeting him) Then went for driving, then came home to have HF project meeting. OMG.

LONG LONG DAY.

and it shall end HERE.

P.S. An hour with you feels like 5 mins. A lifetime with you would be equivalent to 12 lifetimes. :)

2010-07-17T13:51:00.005+08:00

AHS.

Finally can update my blog. Couldn't go for service today cuz of my back ache. =(

The only functional parts of my body are my head, fingers and toes.

So I can only make full use of them by staying home and doing my work, but I thought I might as well do an update since I'll be staying home today.

Anw, just some pictures I thought of sharing here.

That day I had good food. (actually I have good food almost everyday, but anw...)

KONG BA PAU for lunch and dinner.

strawberry cake from breadtalk for desserts

(seriously, only my mom would be willing to spend such money on such indulgence so often)

I would only buy such indulgence once in a while. SERIOUSLY.

SALMON AND TERIYAKI CHICKEN BENTO for lunch the next day.

yum yum.

Then there are other random stuffs like these..

This is a baby cricket at my house floor the other day. If you've been to my house and seen the floorings, you should be able to tell the proportion of the cricket to the floor from this pic. =D It's abit of a zoom in I did with e phone cam. =D

(did i mention that I love my phone's camera?)

So the cricket is actually really really small. Like the size of your pinky's fingernail. =D

Oh, and previously my very cool friend did this very cool effect to my name.

She is not emo.

HAHA

She is this (refer to picture below)

I meant the 2nd meaning of the word "bibliolatry"

HAHAHAHA! I think she's weird, but in a very awesome way. :)

Oh and previously I got asked how many bottles of nail polish do I actually have.

I didn't know it myself till I did a count a few days ago.

I have 60 bottles.

I would still like more. (though I have no idea how to squeeze them in here already) =)

Anw, this is my latest manicure design I did for my own fingernails...

Colourful to the max! =D

Right. So that's about it. The updates.

Back to present.

Yesterday was NAPHA test.

This is my result.

Sit Ups-38 (A-5)

Sit and Reach-46 (A-5)

SBJ-190 (B-4)

Shuttle Run-11.9 (D-2)

Inclined Pull Ups-20 (A-5)

2.4km-16.26 (E-1)

I got a total of 22 pts total but can only get a bronze cuz of my 2.4km run. =((((((((

If I got a D i would have gotten SILVER ALREADY CAN?! zzz

Anyway, I ended up with lots of muscle aches.

Practically my whole body la.

My mom helped me to massage last night and put the muscle plaster b4 I went to slp.

Anw, after the test I went to 18chefs for dinner.

Then I finally got my new water bottle!!!!

YAY!

So pretty right? I love the fact that the main colour is purple and the design includes animals! =)

That's about all I guess.

Gotta do my work now.

P.S. I wanna go overseas with you someday...

2010-07-14T18:00:00.002+08:00

I dreamt that I was flying to England and I saw the sunset on the plane it was amazing. The sky was colored orange pink blue and purple. I was on the plane with all my friends and some kids. Everyone was so excited about going to England. We were all going there to start new life. I woke up before we reached the destiny.

I went back to slp and had another dream. This time I'm a pirate and all my friends were pirates too. We were taking a bicycle boat to travel to this place called Singapore island. Apparently it's part of Singapore. Kinda like tekong but it's located on the far NE sea area, kinda like beside Malaysia. But somehow we ended up in Johor bahru and become illegal immigrants. So we now have to find ways to sneak back to singapore. Just happen that Singapore airjets are practicing for the national day and they had to carry a big boat to the waters of JB (for whatever reason) and these big boats will be sailing back to the Singapore waters. Haha, so that's our chance, so we all sneaked into the boat somehow and we had to take a packet of words which will make us look like we're from the same pack. LOL! Then when the people came to check, we realize 2 or 3 of our friends didn't get part of the words so we quickly took another packet of the same words for them to disguise themselves. Then we get to sail back to Singapore. Yay!

There was another part to this same dream but it felt as though it was another dream. I was cycling from my house to a boat quay. The route there was just weird . I pass by a very big house where an old couple lives. They're very grumpy, always argues but are happy with just having each other's company. Then I pass by white sands park primary school. Apparently it's my own primary school in my dream which looks like my sec sch in real life. Haha then I continued cycling and reached somewhere that looks like simei, but apparently I'm already at ang mo kio and is kinda lost there. I kept cycling and followed the sounds of the waters and pass through a corridor below a HDB flat. There was a middle aged or maybe around mid forties lady. She was super extremely skinny and fair and has very pretty purple hair. The same shade of purple that I was hoping to get myself. She's just some random stranger whom I don't know, but I told her that she has a very pretty colour for her hair. She said thanks and I continued asking how did she manage to get that colour and she just murmured something. Something about white hair will turn into this colour and black hair will turn into that colour.. Before i could even ask what was her base colour, she just walked away from me. So I continued my journey to the boat quay. When i reached the place, it look exactly like the place where I boarded the big boat as a pirate. Then the pirate me was shouting to myself to ask me to get aboard. So weird. So I have totally no idea where I was by then. Singapore or JB? I went on board anw. Realized that everyone was caught as captives and I ended having to serve myself as a French maid on the big boat. Then I woke up. So weird right? @.@

2010-07-07T22:45:00.002+08:00

I was looking for pictures of food to illustrate the amount of food that I have been eating lately..

So i typed "crazy food" on google images and I end up finding really interesting pictures of different food.

Look at this. It's like some kind of noodles with a SUPER LONG SAUSAGE.

Makes me feel like going Japan right now. HAHA

This is a sculpture of a hand from a piece of bread, holding a coin.

Coolios right?!

WATERMELON-MAN!

HAHAHA!

Reminds me of the sandman from spiderman. LOL

This is just cute la.

Tomato and orange are separated and wants to see each other badly.

LOL

And apples are actually EVIL.

That's why we must eat them all, or else they will eat us up!!!

HAHAHAHA

K fine. That's about it tonight?

Basically have been on a very weird appetite where I will feel hungry every 2-4 hours.

It kinda sucks, cuz I end up spending much more on food and gets tired of eating the same few kinds of foods all the time.

But apparently it's good for health, so I'm just gonna eat when I feel hungry.

Toodles!~

P.S. If only you're beside me right now, I would hug you so tightly that you would break into 2 pieces.

2010-07-06T23:33:00.002+08:00

Went to Henderson waves (Mount Faber) with him on Sunday.

Took a picture of our feets. =D

Had pepper lunch for dinner, then when going home, he bought me this NERDS rope.

=) Thanks boy.

Dyed my hair purple. But it turned out like this.

Not exactly what I want but it's a pretty colour, so I'm quite satisfied.

Today I realise how interesting my friend is.

Just look at how she separate her food. XP

HAHA

Today Jan and I tried to annoy Serene by wearing pretty dresses with sneakers. HAHA

Quite cool actually. =D

Internet is not really working. Make me no mood to really update much. Project works are piling up, dark eye circles are growing too.

Time to sleep. Good Night!

P.S. You make me smile more than I want to. =D

2010-07-03T02:03:00.008+08:00

Time to update my blog once again.

Let's start from e day when he came back.

OMG. He got me a new purple iTouch cover.

Look.

So pretty right?!?!?!

Heehee. =)

Okay, then on Tuesday was choir's potluck.

Ya, I know. Look so awesome right?

More details on choir blog itself. =)

Then Wednesday was the CCA Merit award ceremony.

Didn't really take much pictures. The plaque was really pretty though. =)

heehee. I got the merit award for leadership la. No big deal seriously. It's just a cert that will help me make my portfolio nicer when I graduate. The result of being too kaypo about school stuff. HAHA

My dad drove us (my mom, sis and I) home on his lorry after tt.

I know this is like one of the weirdest place to take self shots. But i did it anyway. XP

The BG is nice. Person inside? So so only la.

HAHA!

Yesterday, or I should say the day before yesterday... Aiya, basically Thursday la. Was HSSSC's 3rd AGM. Theme was NINJA. So i got to be a ninja for a day.

HAHA! I think this picture is so freaking cool cuz the only thing you can see is my eyes and a whole big patch of black. HAHA.

Oh it was the same day that I went to watch Knight and Day with him. Heehee. It's a nice show. We didn't even know what the movie was going to be about and we just watched it and apparently it turned out nicer than I thought it would be. Maybe it's the company I have when watching the movie la. XP I would give the movie a 3.5/5. Not really that awesome, but it's good enough to be better than just average. =)

Well anyway, today, I meant yesterday was Alex's birthday.

The whole course were singing a birthday song for him after the SIP briefing.

But he seems rather shy about being on camera though.

After that went to shop for bags with Jan. She saw one which she seems to like quite abit, but I suggested that we should go see more another day before she decides whether to buy it or not. =)

Oh. Before that I went to meet him at e pool. Jus to have a short chat before going to shop.

Took a picture of our feets.

Ya, I know, totally random. HAHAHAHAHAHA!

(No, he's not of a different race :P)

Went for cg after that and when I reach home, decided to add some designs to my newly painted blue nails. Here's the end result:

Not really that awesome. But good enough for me. =D HEEHEE Blue, white and purple. Quite a nice combi afterall. =D

Oh, and here's my supper.

It's super freaking nice seeing that it's cold already.

Simple black pepper sliced beef fried (japanese) rice with corn.

It's my first time eating corn with rice until so satisfied sia. MUST TRY.

My mom bought this back from the Kopitiam @ Vivo, Japanese Hot Plate stall.

Go try okay? =)

Tt's about it. Not too much words, quite a number of pictures. =)

Sometimes I really wonder how people can actually still be so shallow at my age... Looking at things only on the surface and judging others without reflecting upon themselves. It's amazing how people actually make friends with them and never realise and tell them how shallow they are.

Shall just end here I guess.. Got driving lessons tomorrow, so gotta go sleep soon. Nights!~

*P.S. A hug a day keeps the doctor away.

2010-06-29T00:40:00.002+08:00

I was looking for inspiration to paint my nails, or in actual fact to design..

Well... I am truly inspired.

I should totally go and find this colour man!

Well anw, didn't know that cats can do manicure as well...

HAHA! cute right?

Maybe I should go paint Choco's nails as well. Heehee

Couldn't figure out what colour to paint my nails anw.

But i'm pretty sure tt i'll be dying my hair purple. SOON.

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Today Jan came over to my hse. Initial plan was to jog and then do manicure. But she came later than I expected, so we end up jogging only. Then bathe, then cab to sch. XP

$5.60, guess whr I stay. HAHA!

Oh and then we went for HF tut, followed by e stupid total waste of time rehearsal for e CCA merit awards thingy. SERIOUSLY.

So Jon, MW, Aaron and I just sneaked off halfway. HAHA!

Then was choir. Was pretty awesome. Except that choir is getting noiser by the days. Both a good and bad sign. Good: people are socialising and making new friends through choir, Bad: choir will be getting out of hand if this continues. Yea, so basically learnt a new song.

Then he sent me home. Is sweetness to the max de lor. =)

We talked abt stuff.... Really hope that this will turn out to be something good in the end... =)

(I'm trying to buff my nails and blog at the same time now)

Okay, that's about it. Will update with more pictures next time!

Toodles!~

P.S. It really just takes that little to make me truly happy and one source of that happiness comes from you

2010-06-27T20:11:00.005+08:00

=D I met him today.

We went to the beach and freakishly saw HC there. Both of us were wondering why he was there and couldn't figure it out anw. XP

Bought pandan bread to help me survive my occasional outburst of sudden hunger at the weirdest times I've been experiencing recently. =D

Have been on this no dairy diet for 2 weeks. But cuz i violated it for like 4 or 5 days, so I'm going to continue this diet for another 1 week to compensate. heehee. This diet is suppose to help me increase me metabolism cuz apparently dairy products take longer to digest as compared to sugar or any other thing, so after my metabolism goes up, then I'll go back to my normal diet. heehee.

How is it so far? Better than I was expecting. I was abt 52 kg before I started going on all the weird fast (carbo fast etc), now I'm 50kg. Quite happy with the weight, just not really happy with the tummy. XP Anyway, it's true enough that my metabolism is going up. I had like supper (nasi lemak) at 2am last night, then brunch (duck noodles) at 4pm just now and at 7pm, I'm hungry already. So i had chicken chop for dinner. I can foresee myself being hungry again around 11pm I suppose. XP

Anw, I rmb seeing this at the sch library at level 8.

It says "READ and the force is with you" HAHA! cool right? It's just beside the life if you wanna go see it yourself. HAHA!

Alright, gotta go bathe and continue with my research on tobacco before lynette comes and hound me for it. =D

Toodles!~

*and i can hardly breathe after that...*

2010-06-27T01:54:00.003+08:00

He's finally back from HK. =D
heehee...
I wonder when I'll be able to meet him again...

Service was great, and short. Pastor finally preached again! =D 7 things that you can thank God for. :)

Today's fellowship was really awesome! We went to orchard to eat chee cheong fun, I shared e char siew and durian one with Cheri. Was so much better than I thought it would be. Then we went to some place to eat beancurd n you tiao. =D NICE!

I really need to start on my research man. 1 more subject is coming in le. (HUMAN FACTORS) Oh, and IAPS need to find ideas for my proposal.

Monday got rehearsal for e CCA award thingy. (maybe I'll get to meet him then... heehee)

*Sometimes the more irritating you are, the more I wanna kill you. But it makes you more lovable all together.

2010-06-26T00:14:00.003+08:00

I thought of another hair colour that I may dye my hair...

Yes, red. I wouldn't mind trying this colour at all. heehee. =D

I lost my notes for the book I read for IAPS. ZZZZZZZ

Seriously man. I wanna kill someone now. CHOCO!!!! DID YOU EAT MY NOTES?!?!?!

I am so relieved that I'm finally out of that r/s filled with lies and suspicions all the time. It's finally THE END. YAY! =D

Will there be another chance? I highly doubt so, but whether I'll have another r/s? Probably. Let's see how long it takes (to date and for us to realise that we're truly right for each other). =D

Oh, I wanna talk about how stupid people who have more than 500 songs in their MP3 Player are. Look, we only have about 16 waking hours per day assuming that we sleep for 8 hours each day. This converts to 960 minutes of waking minutes. Each song is approximately 3 mins (I know there are longer ones too), so if you divide the 2, you realise that the maximum number of songs you can listen to a day is only 320. Okay, let's say you want more variety, so let's add another 100. That's about 420. Let's just round it up to 500. Now you got more than enough songs to listen to in you MP3. Plus, you don't even listen to your MP3 for all 16 hours a day right?! So seriously, why waste that money to get a MP3 that can store up to 10000 songs when you can't even listen to 5% of that in a day?!

Okay, let's say you want to get an iTouch and you don't know how many GB to get. Think about this. If your main purpose of getting it is to listen to songs and play games when you're bored, seriously, 8GB is definitely more than enough (unless you wanna watch loads of movies all the time).

1 song is about 3MB. Using the above calculations, we should have about 500 songs in our MP3 to be a non-nut. so 500 songs x 3MB =1500MB which is equivalent to 1.5GB. Each game is like less than 100KB? (those free downloaded apps) Okay, maybe even if you want to put movies there'll be enough space. Let's say your music files are mostly 5MB instead. So 500 songs x 5MB =2500MB which is the same as 2.5GB. That's still less than half of the space used (assuming that we're talking about a 8GB iTouch)

So seriously, why get anything more expensive with extra space when you won't even use it?

My iTouch is an 8GB one, I have 499 songs and 11 pages of aps and I still have about 2GB worth of space left in my iTouch. (I don't have any videos or photos in there though.. well, I didn't see the point of putting them in when the battery dies off faster than I want to when I watch videos and I hardly access my pictures at all.)

Ya, that's about it I suppose. So if you wanna get an iTouch, I would strongly suggest the 8GB one cuz it's the most cost effective one. =D

You might be wondering why I suddenly got all worked up about this issue. Well, cuz of IAPS. Learnt that people are generally not very good decision makers. So it kinda make me reflect on the number of songs the we listen to in a day vs. the number of songs that we put inside out MP3 which thus resulted in this whole thing abt cost effective (Human Factors).

Nope, I didn't study too much. I just like applying things that I learn. (If not why learn them in the 1st place right?)

Okay, I need to do some research now about stuff. (gang-related crimes and tobacco)

Toodles!~

P.S. You're always on my mind. No, not you, I meant him. :)

2010-06-24T22:15:00.002+08:00

I am going to dye my hair again.

It's either blonde

Or purple..

But I think I'm more likely to get the purple. If I can... Since during internship I probably can't have such hair anymore!

HAHA. HF test is finally over. I think I'm gonna get a B for HF.

Totally sucks man. Got this bad feeling that my GPA this sem will drop. zzz

Need to read my IAPS now.

Sometimes I miss you like crazy, others none.

2010-06-24T14:20:00.005+08:00

I just did the most stupid thing ever.
I just got scammed by myself.
Cuz during the revision lecture i wrote chapter 4, which actually meant lecture 4.
But I thought it was lecture 4. So i thought there was a total of 8 chapters to study for when there's only 7. Fine. No big deal, but I just felt stupid.

Today is a super nuah day for me.
I overslept in the morning and misses my class at 9am which apparently ended at like 9.30am.
Maybe it's a good thing that I missed it. HAHA.

Feeling very sleepy...

Okay, shall try and memorize some stuff for HF then.
Tmr's IAPS consultation = dead

2010-06-24T00:23:00.002+08:00

Seriously, how interesting can Human Factors get?

I typed Human Factors on Google Images and I found this.

Human error huh? LOL

Then there's this below on Job Performance.

I think I'm experiencing it all now.

Lack of sleep (Fatigue)

30% worth of term test in less the 24 hours time (Stress)

Relationship issues, hungry and sleepy (Personal Issues)

Blogging like right now (External Distractions)

hahaha! I am suppose to be studying my remaining 3 chapters for my test now lor.

Think I'll just study one more chapter and go to sleep. Will be putting my textbook under my pillow and pray hard that everything I need to know will be sucked into my brain when I go to sleep. (I just told jan that, and she said learning by osmosis. hahaha! maybe i should go sleep with my fishes then...)

shall go study like NOW.

toodles!~

2010-06-23T16:57:00.002+08:00

I need to focus.

2010-06-23T01:02:00.002+08:00

Seriously, I have less than 2 days to my term test. Yes I know it's weird to have my term test after e term break when all other people are getting back their results. It's not as though I wanted it to be like that.

And, I haven't even studied yet. I really wonder how am I ever going to finish studying for it with my IAPS, Criminal Psych and HF application journals due on Friday and Prof Com Report due on Thursday. I am so so so so DEAD.

It's not even a day, and I'm missing you so badly already. How???

My relationship status? It's really more complicated than you think. I'll sort things out myself eventually. I hope.

Facebook, please stop eating into my time!!! I NEED TO STUDY!

Goodbye.

2010-06-21T23:39:00.002+08:00

Now I'm more confused then ever before.

thanks huh.

So now what? I dunno man. Seriously, this is so not the time for this.

I ought to be studying and doing my assignments.

term test is this THURSDAY!!!

zzz

And, I haven't even started.

No time to blog for long. Shall just stop here.

na nana nanana na nana nana nana nana nana nana nana nana

2010-06-21T03:14:00.002+08:00

I thought I would never drop another tear for him anymore, but today, when he hung up the phone, there's this pain there in the heart, forcing another drop of tear to roll down my cheek, and another and another.

I say it's e end, he say it's not. I'm truly confused right now.

I made my choice, or did I? I really don't know.

This is the time when relationships get complicated. Much more complicated than you can ever comprehend. If only I never existed, perhaps things would be much simpler, but I already do, so the only thing I can do is to live with such complications. Someday, somehow, God will make a way. He will make a way for the three of us to exist together.

I wish that I could love again, but how to without a heart to begin with?

2010-06-20T22:23:00.002+08:00

I was doing some research and I chanced upon this today and thinks that it's really sweet.

The 50 most romantic thing to do with your life-partner.

Watch the sunset together.
Whisper to each other.
Cook for each other.
Walk in the rain.
Hold hands.
Buy gifts for each other.
Roses.
Find out their favorite cologne/perfume and wear it every time you're together.
Go for a long walk down the beach at midnight.
Write poetry for each other
Hugs are the universal medicine.
Say I love you, only when you mean it and make sure they know you mean it.
Give random gifts of flowers/candy/poetry etc.
Tell her that she's the only girl you ever want. Don't lie.
Spend every second possible together.
Look into each other's eyes.
Very lightly push up her chin, look into her eyes, tell her you love her, and kiss her lightly.
When in public, only flirt w/ each other.
Put love notes in their pockets when they aren't looking.
Buy her a ring.
Sing to each other.
Always hold her around her hips/sides.
Take her to dinner and do the dinner for two deal.
Spaghetti? (Ever see Lady and the Tramp?)
Hold her hand, stare into her eyes, kiss her hand and then put it over our heart.
Dance together.
Let your girl fall asleep with her head in your lap. (It looks real cute)
Do cute things like write I love you in a note so that they have to look in a mirror to read it.
Make excuses to call them every 5 minutes
Even if you are really busy doing something, go out of your way to call and say I love you.
Call from your vacation spot to tell them you were thinking about them.
Remember your dreams and tell her about them.
Always tell her how pretty she looks.
Tell each other your most sacred secrets/fears.
Be Prince Charming to her parents.
Brush her hair out of her face for her.
Hang out with his/her friends.
Go to church/pray/worship together.
Take her to see a romantic movie and remember the parts she liked.
Learn from each other and don't make the same mistake twice.
Describe the joy you feel just to be with him/her.
Make sacrifices for each other.
Really love each other, or don't stay together.
Let there never be a second during any given day that you aren't; thinking about them, and make sure they know it.
Love yourself before you love anyone else.
Learn to say sweet things in foreign languages.
Dedicate songs to them on the radio.
Fall asleep on the phone with each other.
Stand up for them when someone talks trash.
Never forget the kiss goodnight. And always remember to say, "Sweet dreams".

2010-06-17T01:45:00.002+08:00

I'm seriously contemplating about whether to start blogging again or not.
It's been like 3 months since my last post.
I always feel that blogging takes up a lot of my time.
Maybe I'll start with shorter post then.

Today is a very NUAH day.
I had problem getting out of bed.
My alarm rang at 12pm, and I woke up at like 3pm. HAHA!

Finally finish the addictive psych poster.
Dunno whether I did it right or not though. And seriously, I don't think it's very nice.. But I won't change it unless it's done wrongly or have extra time to do so.

Anw, I hereby announce myself single.
I am okay if you're concerned and am very happy with this status right now. =D

Tmr is Kbox with kat n zhi
dan driving at night!

that's about it for now. I'll try and update again i suppose.

Toodles!~

2010-03-23T00:53:00.003+08:00

i know it's been really long since my last post..
anw, i just feel like blogging all of a sudden.

life is full of ups and downs.
but regardless of what are the ups and downs, they are always the consequences of your own decisions and actions; be it good or bad.
when you're up, always learn to enjoy the moment, because it's not always you get to feel in such a way.

when you're down, always learn to solve the problem. be problem oriented instead of feelings oriented as it targets the root of the problem itself. try doing so yourself 1st, and if you can't, seek help. never wait till it's too late to seek help. ask and it will be given. simply try your best and God will do the rest.

as what you have be it feelings or any other things right now is a consequence of your own action, it is always advisable to think before doing or even speaking, for your word is your bond. simply saying means you are giving a promise. when said, it shall be done. if it's not done, your words will become empty, and you will start to lose the trust of others. if you cannot do something, speak your reason and be accountable to yourself for when you face God at the end of life, you will only be accountable for yourself.

the golden rule that i live with is to treat others as yourself and always putting myself in the shoes of others.

if others ask for help, i will think of myself asking for help. when i do so, i will offer, for i believe that when the time comes for me to ask for help, help will be returned.
if i say that i will be there, i will try my best to be there unless of true valid reasons like falling sick. feeling tired is never a reason. it is an excuse and people use it way too often to shun from things that they want to avoid (it's amazing how people can say that they are tired throughout the day and yet still able to on the com and use it for hours after they reach home). i admit that even i would use it at times for it always work. yet, we must all still know our limits.

too much or too little of something is always bad for the body, mind and soul.

people who say that they have no time are those who let time control them instead of them controlling time. i believe that no matter how packed a person's schedule is, if he or she really sets his or her mind on doing it, time can be made.

i believe that LOVE is the core of almost everything.
happiness comes of love.
sadness comes from the lack of love.
care can be felt with love and it can't without
there's no relationship without love
there's no trust without love
understanding comes from love

basically, with love, you feel that you have everything, and without, you will feel an emptiness in you...

and love, originates from God.

totally random thoughts all jotted down.

Choir concert this Friday, 26th March @ audi 1, 7.30pm
CHC Easter Drama Dates and times:
DATES & TIMES

1 Jurong West St. 91

Apr 2 (Fri)
3 p.m.

Singapore Expo Hall 1

Apr 2 (Fri)
5.30 p.m. *
7.30 p.m.

Apr 3 (Sat)
3.30 p.m.
5.30 p.m. *

Apr 4 (Sun)
10 a.m. *
12.30 p.m.

* These services will be simultaneously interpreted into Mandarin

pls come and support! i will be in both performances! =D

2010-01-14T14:06:00.002+08:00

yes, i know i know. my blog was dead. so here's the 'reason' for confucius said:

The men of old, when they wished their virtues to shine throughout the land, first had to govern their states well. To govern their states well, they first had to establish harmony in their families. To establish harmony in their families, they first had to discipline themselves. To discipline themselves, they first had to set their minds in order. To set their minds in order, they first had to make their purpose sincere. To make their purpose sincere, they first had to extend their knowledge to the utmost. Such knowledge is acquired through a careful investigation of things. For with things investigated knowledge becomes complete. With knowledge complete the purpose becomes sincere. With the purpose sincere the mind is set in order. With the mind set in order there is real self discipline. With real self discipline the family achieves harmony. With harmony in the family the state becomes well governed. With the state well governed there is peace throughout the land.

so, i'm trying to discipline myself, thus have to set my mind in order and thus have to make my purpose sincere and thus have to extend my knowledge to e utmost......

so ya, have been busy. =P

life is stressed now, but in 53 days time, it'll be e official vacation! though i believe it'll be earlier since i always have lesser exams. =D

2009-11-29T22:05:00.000+08:00

we're fine now. for those who worried for me, thanks for all your care and concern. i really appreciate it.

today, i attempted to dye my hair blonde.
it turned out light brown only.. but i'm shocked enough. HAHA!

health psych report on the way!~

stressed up. kinda.

swimming tomorrow.

christmas in less than 1 month!
JOY TO THE WORLD!~

wine gums, butter biscuits, purple nails, brown hair!

oh, anw i jus heard this really nice song named ' Mary, did you know'
search on youtube. it's really nice.
or i would say it's my type of songs.
=)

2009-11-22T16:13:00.000+08:00

In the arithmetic of love, one plus one equals everything, and two minus one equals nothing.

now there is nothing left.

2009-11-22T16:12:00.000+08:00

enough is enough.

dun see the need to see myself going through anymore agony
dun see the need to forgive someone who never learns from his mistake
dun see the need to let myself carry another burden in life
dun see the need to love someone who doesn't even noe what love means
dun see the need to keep crying over someone who's not worth my tears
dun see the need to care for someone who is selfish and unfaithful
dun see the need to hold a filthy pair of hands
dun see the need to look into a pair of flirty eyes
dun see the need to hear his lies anymore
dun see the need to hold on anymore

it's the end for now.
i'm leaving the rest to God.

2009-11-09T15:33:00.000+08:00

when it comes to this time of the month, i've gotta say that it sucks to be a girl.
i think guys would never really be able to experience how it feels like to have their abdomen area getting cramps. and seriously, i'll never ever eat ice cream on my 1st day ever again!

=/
it never felt this bad before. maybe becuase i never eat ice cream on the first day before.. that why. well anyway, this reminded me of what i read from jan's blog i think.
never belittle girls for we lose a lot of blood every month and we don't die. XD

anw, wanted to blog last monday about e little ~~stupid~~ things that jan did which made me laugh so hard tt day. try pronouncing this "H(gasped)!" well if you get it then try spelling it out proper. =)
that day we went around asking ppl how would they spell "that sound" and ppl imitated the sound that we produced straight after us. it was really amusing. =)

wed my mom got hospitalised so i was in a very down mood on thursday. but since she's better already, i'm feeling less worried too. i've been praying for her and hopes that she can still live for another 30 to 40 years at least. =)

bleeding sucks.

lit review now.
bye.

2009-11-02T01:10:00.000+08:00

bored of words and words and words?

how about some random old unglam pictures?

firstly, let me introduce the girl who craves for fish soup recently; JANELL

there she is ^^ jan and the fish soup!

HAHA

now for older pictures!

HSS AGM?

here's the nerd's best friends in poly. =)

friends for life man!

no matter what happens, we'll always be there to lend a listening ear,

a shoulder to cry on, and provide free hugs everyday for each other! XD

next is a random picture.

i was on my way home from service i think

then some really weird stuff that i noticed.

it was already around tampines i think and the weird thing is

the row of seats which i am sitting on is filled with people while the oppsite side

is entirely empty.

i swear i have no relationship with any of the other people sitting on the same row as me.

weird huh?

oh, and this picture below is after the wedding dinner which i went for with jeff's family the other time

i'm actually considering of perming my hair now....

and below was the lost dog we found.

went a big round and actually the doggy's name is goofy!

haha, so cute right?

that's about the end of it.

ciaos!

2009-11-02T00:56:00.000+08:00

yes,

i suddenly remember what i wanted to post about just now.

HALLUCINATIONS!

haha. not that serious kind.

the first time was during the mornings in the IR while i was having my morning nap b4 abnormal psych tutorial. I actually HEARD jan's voice calling me "zyn". i really thought she was there but when i opened my eyes, there was no one. i swear i heard it. like it was a sound!

eerie right?

then the next one is just weird. i forgot where it took place. probably while travelling or when i just woke up. i actually FELT that i was drooling. like i can actually feel the water at the side of my mouth going down towards my chin. but when i actually use my hand to 'wipe' it off, it was actually dry.

weird huh?

ya, and that about it. my weird hallucinating experiences. =D

oh, and i'm feeling damm guilty now for playing facebook for the past hour knowing that i haven't finish the second part of my research for APIP2. =/ DIEEEE!!~~~

shall go sleep and do it tomorrow morning. XP

NIGHTS!

2009-11-01T18:49:00.001+08:00

HAPPY HELLO-WIN!!

3000 years since my last post huh?

LOL

dun really have e time or mood to update so ya.
has been pretty dead for quite some time i suppose.
nothing much to update on

actually i had some thoughts for today....
but i kinda forgot wad is it already. HAHA
i'm serious.

fine, let's talk about dreams.
today, during service, pastor talked about what is a good dream.
a good dream must not only be a good idea, it must also be a God idea.
for in the bible it say that if God is for you, then will it even matter if all others are against you?
then he added that the opposite is likewise. if God is against you, then what difference would all others make who are for you, for God is God, no one can go against his will.

alright. there. a post. =)

shall go back to study for personality and assessment. =)
I am super determined to pull back up my GPA this sem man!!!!
ROARS!

keep swimming swimming swimming......
*blop blop blop*

2009-09-20T23:39:00.001+08:00

okay,
a few things to talk about.

G-Force.
THE GUINEA PIGS ARE FREAKING CUTE!
oh man, wouldn't mind watching tt again. =D

Random 'Hey' guy on my tagboard.
i really think he's sent by the devil, cuz my cellgroup leader says that the moment when one makes the commitment to love another, the devil will come in immediately to break the chain of love. now that kinda explains why so many weird people comes into the r/s between jeff and i huh.

Choir Outing
it was awesome! ok, maybe not that great but i felt it was a day well spent with the choir mates
XD
we went to our conductor, Darius's house and he has a freaking grand piano at home. zzz... would like that too. Man, Jan should have been there. her reaction would probably be amusing... oh, AND, his freaking computer screen is a wad, plasma TV screen la! so big can, i was blinded while playing facebook on it. well, the rest were playing card games, so ya, i kinda get to use the com! oh, before that, we cooked lots of stuffs. it was kinda fun! we made almost 50 plus sandwiches? lol, couldn't finish then but somehow finished all at the end of the day as forfeit.
right, back to facebook, Darius intro the typing maniac game and scored a super high score using my account- 419,081. seriously, 1st 4 digits are my birthday(19.04) lah! gosh, i ought to go buy 4D soon. =D
right, after that went to east coast at 7pm. Darius taxi-ed all of us. i cannot imagine myself spending so much on taxi man. seriously.
dan some of us went roller blading while others were playing some card games and truth or dare at the 'newspaer area'. and after that was 'teambonding games' i suppose. kinda fun la, i enjoyed myself anyway. XD going home was horrible. it was super late and shu and i kinda got lost. =/
but i still reached home safely anyway.

7th Month Anniversery
yes, today is our 7th month tgt le! XD
didn't really get to do much or go to much places la.
i went over his house. watched me myself and irene and daddy daycare.
his mom treated me lunch and dinner thou. XD THANK YOU AUNTY!
we ate ice cream and he dripped the chocolate on my shirt and my hair while feeding me. so i was kind of a disaster. but i didn't realize that until i was on my way home. DANG.
well.. i guess 7 months is not really well spent. but we're going to watch aliens in the attic on thurs. so i guess maybe that would be a make up to our 7 months? he's injured anyway, so gotta learn to be understanding i guess..

Event Management
gosh. when will this ever end? that can totally summarise how i'm feeling right now. planning events in school can ever be so troublesome. there's seriously something wrong with the system i feel. to have an event, we need a venue. but before we can book a venue, we need to get the porposal approved. but if we get a proposal approved already, but the venue is not available, DAN HOW?????
yup. exactly what i'm facing right now. so brain consuming right? (stop it shu, i have a brain. and jan too.) for both the events that i'm planning for some more lor! zZz

Typing Maniac
this game is totally seriously crazy.
Darius, if you're reading this, i totally dunno how u can get a 419k for a high score for me. i stopped breathing at 100k. it's just too fast and those retarded words are just retarded. wad the heck is a suel man. and there are so many other words that i have never seen lor.
fine, maybe this game is for the highly intellectual to play. i shall go back to farming at my country story then!

coming week will be quite filled with mahjongs. XD

2009-09-07T21:45:00.001+08:00

TODAY MUST BE THE MOST DEPRESSING DAY OF MY LIFE.

I LOST MY LESS THAN 6 MONTH OLD SAMSUNG PHONE.
TOUCH SCREEN AND HANGS MY DARLING GIVE ME DE LITTLE MISS NAUGHTY KEYCHAIN PULSHIE!!!!
=((((((((((((((
*CRIES!!!*
=(((((((((((

NO MOOD TO BLOG LAH!
=(

*ppl, pls send me a sms with your name if i only get to know your phone number this year after febuary. thanks.

2009-08-12T22:07:00.000+08:00

yes,
before someone starts complaining abt me nt updating again
here i am

but this time without photos
dunno is me or what
i jus feel lazy to blog

exams are just around e corner
n i still can play bejeweled blitz on facebook yet not studying
or updating my blog while i can
all thanks to e person who intro tt game to me
=/

let's talk abt choir
CHOIR ROCKS!
gosh, i'm missing those practices right now
<33

darling says tt i need to be more sensitive
cuz he's feeling lonely n neglected
I'M SORRY!
i'll try k?
but you gotta give me some time
cuz now is still the busy period of the year
we've just got to pull through this together ok?
love you from then till forever.
*hugs*

i'm really tired honestly
from studying
like, really.

devel is e last proj for this sem!!
YES!
but RMB got test this friday
oh n all my freehand drawings
mostly get C+ only
man, it feel damm weird to get a C after a whole year of Bs and As
but i guess i'm ok w it since it's just a CDs.

OH MY GOD
did i mention tt i got my black shoes already?!
DAMM PRETTY CANS!~
next time i'll post a picture up
if i remember.
=P

OMG OMG OMG
counting down to 20th of August!
my very 1st 6 month annie!~~
<33
8 more days only!!
gosh, i'm damm excited
esp when e feeling is still so strong after so long
i really hope it'll last

ok,
i ought to finish up e devel ppt
n brush up my individual report
n study for RMB now
like, now.

BUAIIS!~

2009-07-20T01:48:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 5th MONTH ANNIVERSERY DARLING!
love you from then till forever.

pics taken on sat

i like this, it's v sweet. =)

ok, let's back track abit first...

friday i went for lunch w jan at say cheeze

they have v nice cheesecakes and nice food with cheese there
jan ate baked maccaroni in nacho cheese topped with melted mozerella cheese
madly delicious.
i had black pepper beef pasta
freaking nice also
we shared la, so can try both
=D
jus look at jan,

GREEDY FACE!
conclusions?
a good place to eat that is extremely sinful.

went for rmb make up tutorial
dan choir practice
cuz it's performance day!!
gosh
we're all in black and with make up!

glam much.

from left: me, hazel, lin yu, jane

where's jan?
oh, she's here.

unglam in glamness much.
haha!!
(jan, dun kill me ok?? =DDDD)

this is jus a random shot of e choir
oh, did i mention that we performed for the high end taitais in a 5 star hotel?
well, i just did la anw.
=P

performance was pretty ok
i heard from serene that got some singaporean guy audience commented that 'this choir alot of chio bus' when we were walking down to the back of the dinner hall.
sick much, got another guy was staring at serene's leg throughout the whole performance.

oh well.

let's continue to sat
i couldn't go for hrm project meeting cuz gotta bring darling go see chinese physician to see his back pain. has been there for months already.
e experience that i witnessed was kinda interesting
end up e doc move move here abit move move there abit
dan he feel better
but he say still got a little pain
so end up?
this lor...

ouch?
he said this was not pain
as in not much feeling
(until some time later)
(ya, that's a small part of his partially exposed butt. HAHA!)

he said tt e leg one was painful
like cramps.

dan after tt he was feeling much better already
dan we went to had lunch tgt.

oh n u guys are suppose to guess wad beverages are the following 2 pics

picture 1

picture 2

yup,
dan after tt went to his house to get him changed n go service tgt
service was really really good.

dan we had fellowship n we took some pictures la

i like my eyes in this picture.
=D

oh, then there was this small kid that was walking beside him
dan e image was damm cute
but i didn't mange to capture it
but i do have a picture when e small gal was approaching him

damm cute la
like daughter n father lidat sia
yup, tt's for sat
i slept late to finish up the present i made for darling for 5th month anniversery

today we went to watch ice age 3
so cute!!
i love the 3 baby dinosaurs!!
n e 2 squirrels are damm cute lah!~

oh, n we were looking at what to have for lunch
n when we were about to leave the jia xiang mian shop
i saw a reddish orangey thing on e floor
so i looked again n it was a $10 note
so i jus picked it up n walk away
HAHA!
GOD LOVES ME!!
i keep telling jeff that e $10 is God's blessing for my offerings
=DD

dan went over his house cuz after tt he going to get new phone n new number
dan his mom jus came back from sarawak
n gave me a whole bag of food from sarawak
gosh la. i feel super pai seh.

dan some stuff cropped up, so we had some extra waiting time n we ended up shopping
haha
n i'm super duper pai seh la
the mom help me pay for everything i tried on sia
O.O
1 tank top, 1 dress, 1 slippers n 1 high heels
total cost abt $70 ++ i think
i'm super pai seh la
but she like nothing nothing lidat lor
omg
THANK YOU AUNTIE!
oh, n i also think tt this is God's doing as well...
thank you god!

oh, dan when i reach home,
my dad pointed out tt e fishes were kissing
so i took a pic
not v clear though...

actually they were either playing or fighting w each other by biting each other's mouth la
but they really look like they're kissing, jus more aggressively.
haha!

i think e best pet is still choco...

see! so cute!~~~~~

aww!!~~~~~

answers:

#1-mos burger's milk tea
#2-mos burger's ice milk tea

haha!

think i'll end here bah

good night!!

2009-07-12T02:26:00.000+08:00

so many things to blog about
so little time!!

oh,
let me make a proper entrance.

due to popular demand,
i'm back to blog once again!
haha
jus kidding

i was jus being nice.

oh well anyway
wanna blog abt some of e sweet stuffs tt darling did for me

ok
sweet action #1
coming to school to give me a surprise on the day of HR exam

i was totally shocked when i saw him that day.
u should have seen e expresison on my face
cuz i was mad at him in e morning for not listening to me when i asked him to go c e chinese physician about his back (which he until now hvn go see YET =/)
anw, that was sweet of him to come n surprise me like that <33

sweet action #2
bringing me to see the doctor when i'm sick and accompanying me the whole day at my house

that was really sweet ok... despite the fact that i couldn't talk to him much that day cuz i was really sick n need to slp so he ended up jus sitting by my bed playing my lappy n keep quiet while i sleep e whole afternoon he's just quietly there for me when i need him <33

sweet action #3 l
ending me his BIG BLUE SLIPPERS after church today

ok, e title sound weird. well, this is wad happen la.. as expected, my slippers broke. it was after service, after dinner at changi airport. i was well dressed (somewhat) and my slippers broke. he came from an outing at sentosa in collared tee and fbts (short high cut type) he claimed to be sexy and hot (literally) today
ah, out of point e main thing is, he lend me his slippers to go home n he had to go back home barefooted
orh~~ how sweet right?<33
(welll, one of our cell grp member's dad sent him home, so it wasn't tt bad)

there's actually a few more sweet actions if i nv rmb wrong but i cnt really rmb wad =P
oh well..

recently i'm watching this show that everybody else seems to be watching or have watched
guess.

right, it's boys over flowers
but got stuck at epi 10 cuz epi 11 is on tudou n there's some prob w mozilla
n e buffering is damm long n after i told my bf tt i'm watching some video i got a scolding from him for not doing my hws 1st =(

fine. i'll do ok? =/

n there's this recent craving for sushi almost everyday
pregnant? no of course i'm not.
shu n jan both have e same cravings as me
shall go for a sushi buffet soon....................

work is piling up i think this yr is my turn to feel erm wad's tt word?
~~bored~~
~~tired~~
~~sick~~
i think it's lost of interest in studying

hey, no big deal ok
everyone goes through that phase in poly!
why can't i go through it also??
=(

oh,
right
before i forgot
i uploaded pictures of facebook already
(finally)
yea.
i owe alot of ppl alot of pic
haha
n i noe there's a whole chunk of activities tt i hvn blog abt (hols)
but let's jus leave tt in e past can?
cuz i dun really rmb having a holiday
=P

haha

and and and
i wanna talk abt e cell group outing ytd
it was at marina barrage
haha
funny
it was to celebrate yao min's b'dae
dan xiu called me when i was on my way to ask if i called her
dan after we realise tt we have a mysterious guest for e day by e name of gen

so we all awaited
she finally came after e celebration n sharing
dan we realise tt it's a big hooha
cuz she contacted e wrong person all this while
(suppose to be e cell grp leader of another cell grp)
dan end up we go eat
n she keep lending our phones to take photo
n she keep asking us to eat expensive food which we dun want
n basically made us felt like she's trying to rip us of our $
dan we all felt she was weird
n xiu called e person whom gen asked her to call
n e person say he dunno her at all
but xiu didn't tell everyone on e spot
she whispered to me n i got shocked
like how come got a stranger suddenly come
n she's like super hyperactive
n follow us around trying to rip us off
but in anyway
today we realise tt e guy do noe e gal
n explains tt she like has alot of identity and is rather weird
so ya
something lidat la
u wan noe more come n ask me
basically she did made our lives more interesting.

brain dead.
shall stop here.
will continue another time.
*TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT!!!!*

2009-06-10T23:16:00.000+08:00

let me talk about e camp 1st
dan i'll update my life in e next post

e leadership training camp i feel that is more effective and challenging than last year's one.
=D
jan u kinda miss out e fun.
haha

day 1 was kinda like e same routine
except they added e sports challenge.
=D
we played mutiple captain's ball.
very messy, but very fun n very tiring.
n here's where i met with my casualty number 1.
e ball flew, up to e sky, back down, n hit right at my face, on my mouth causing it to bleed.
=.=
stupid much.
FREAKING PAINFUL.
though my pain tolerance is high, that hit was so painful i cried la
jus cannot control kind.
but was pretty much ok after awhile.

after e captian's ball, we played tug-o-war.
we combined with DSC n played with like BSC
n we totally got owned n flew forward as they pulled.
zzz
seems like e same side always seems to win.
mei wah siad is something to do w e fengshui.
o.o
i think so too.
haha

dan was dinner, OTOT n lights out.
2nd casualty, extreme number of mosquito bites.
=.=

next day morning we did dragonboating.
it's not jus simply dragonboating
we had to move e boat onto e trolleys ourselves,
move it down to e water ourselves n command e boat ourselves.

supposedly, ppl are suppose to volunteer for their own boat to lead
1 leader per boat
n i totally got 'volunteered' out by mich n azeemah.
'thanks' huh guys.
=.=
but oh well,
it was really fun commanding a boat
=D
didn't even have to row
=D
thought them e simple commands
dan some rowing techniques
dan we rowed for awhile
n then there was a friendly race
=D
my boat consist of HSSSC n AC members
but mostly girls, so end up we got like 2nd(last)
but it was good
beginning we were 3rd ok,
but during e maintenance coordination was lost
so we got overtook
=(
but it's ok, we had fun
=D

after dragonboating there was some talk la
dan after tt is lunch then ALP
was more fun the last year
everyone had to do e go up e log n jump to catch e rod thing
i was abit disappointed at 1st cuz i thought i had to do e same thing again
but it was kinda diff
cuz this time we had to jump together with another person
n ha! i jumped with randall n we both caught it tgt!
=D
is 1 rod each la n e distance seemed shorter
so ok la,
i still felt a sense of accomplishment
=D

after tt i jus helped out as a support
dan after tt we had to play other activites
like some nitrogen bridge thingy.
basically we're suppose to swing from one side to another
while e ppl from e other side had to swing over as well
(we took turn to swing)
so e challenging part is, there is alot of ppl on e other side
n till a point in time during e activity, only one leader is allowed to talk
n if one person touches e ground, we had to restart all over again.
it was fun though.

then we played e trolley thing
tough.
need alot of coordination
i didn't really liked tt
cuz i felt it was slow
but i guess it points out on how we need to learn to be patient about e long n painful process of proposal submission n sttuff
tt's y i feel this year's camp is more meaningful n more fun.
=D

after tt we sat down at e tentage
n i was talking to this guy from IITSC called zul.
he was e guy hu was screaming jus now during e high elements.
haha
dan we was sort of singing
"I am so hungry~"
so i replied with his tune
"hi, so hungry!~"
n azeemah was like
=.="
n then started laughing at e fact tt it's so cold tt it's amusing
=P
dan here i realised my 3rd casualty
a splincter on my left index finger
zzz

we talked awhile in e tantage
got my splincter removed
dan we went back to lt23
n had to do some evaluation form thingy
tt zul guy was sitting behind me
dan when doing e form
i wanted to ask what's e name of e high element activity called
so he said
'pamper log or log pamper' or something like tt
but i find tt it sounded weird
so i asked
'are you serious?'
n he said
'ya.'
n then i added
'so you changed your name huh?'
HAHHAHAHAA
he, e guy beside him, n azeemah was showing this face =.="
n they were all like
wah lao... damm lame lah!!

haha
i had my fun of being lame today
=D
'it's you who control e reactions sometimes' as what darren said (or was it carl?)
n well,
from here, i would say i proved his point right
haha!
=D

basically after tt we were all tired
n then go home bathe
slp
dan i wake up for awhile jus to blog.
shall end here n go back to slp then
=D
goodnight!

2009-06-03T23:30:00.001+08:00

hi.

professor zyndie has did an unethical experiment on herself.

she cut off her supply of chocolates for 7 DAYS in order to test her hypothesis of whether not eating chocolates would help her to lose weight.

after 7 torturing days without chocolates,
she has discovered a weight gain of 1kg!
thus, she have come to a conclusion that NOT EATING CHOCOLATE WOULD CAUSE ONE TO GAIN WEIGHT INSTEAD OF LOSING WEIGHT.
after the experiment, she go back to eating chocolates the next day and 2 days laters, she discovered that her weight has dropped from 52KG to 50KG!
ISN'T IT AMAZING?!
so she has come out with another conclusion that EATING CHOCOLATES CAN HELP TO LOSE WEIGHT!!

so everybody! START DELUDGING YOURSELF WITH CHOCOLATES!!
=DD

2009-05-31T19:00:00.000+08:00

darling,
did you noe tt ytd was our 100th day together already?

today is already 101 days.

you see..
i wrote this on my table..

can you imagine how i feel??

i dun celebrate 100th day anniversery..
i celebrate 101st day anniversery!
=DDD

so...

HAPPY 101ST DAY ANNIVERSERY DARLING!

hope we'll turn out to be like e 2 bears!
=DD
muacks!~
love you now till forever. =)

2009-05-29T19:26:00.000+08:00

didn't had a chance to update abt my sis's birthday celebration at e zoo.

total got 8 ppl

from left: jia yi, shui ning, ke li, iris, zhen ling jie, my sis, me dan my darling.
XD
we actually took a few pic la
my fav was e otter
look!
damm cute!~

lol
super cute cans!~
they were like screaming at each other when we were there
maybe they're hungry or something.

dan my n jeff got caught
n we almost got sent to e australia zoo..

=(
but we managed to escape eventually!
XD

haha
oh dan previously
jan took a pic a tampines one
of e outside of a shoeshop
cuz it totally reminded us of shoe!

cute right?
XD

dan was e choir performance.
was pretty much interesting for me
cuz it's one of e few times when i have no stage fright at all.
n b4 e performance we took a pic tgt!
jus some of e girls la.

from left: dewi, jan, me, jane, wei jun, jade

yup.
n this is wad i need to draw for my freehand drawing.

alot of tiny details right?
this is what i did so far lah..

e heart n star was jus an act of boredom
XP

oh n well..
shu gave me n alex a pack of the naturals animals!

so cute right?
they're tasty too!
oh n i ate tasty too!
haha

ytd i ~~made~~ asked my friends to tie plaids w me!
but they didn't tie it e whole day
only me
=(
but we did take some pictures!

shu is jus so innocent looking la
look event more like a ballet dancer huh?
XD

jan also has e little girl look
haha
n i like this pic e most

jan is looking elsewhr
shu is like acting cute in e bg which jus happen to fit her face
n though i look extremely weird
this pic is jus cute lah!
XDD

wanted to go to jan's hse to study ytd
but i wasn't really feeling energized
so i went home instead.
slept for an hour on my SHINY PURPLE BED.

dan i started doing e RMB quiz when i woke up.

had some grapes too!

n e paper totally camoflage w my table.

ytd i had a weird dream.

i dreamt that i went to malaysia's one of e musuem

it was very crowded.

there were many other tourists and quite a number of warriors from night of the musuem 2

(hmmm..)

it seems like they were chasing after some ancient girl who committed a crime of somewhat

n it happen to be the same girl that i had to take a picture of

dan i was introduced to my long lost dad.

which happen to be e same dad in my life

(hmmm..)

and he needed to go off soon.

we went to near e carpark

it's like at e side gate of e musuem.

when we went there, i happen to c e girl which i need to take a picture of

she seriously look like someone i know..

she ask me to hide her

but i ask her to let me take a picture of her 1st

dan she say ok

dan after i take a picture of her, the warriors happen to walk towards our direction

n i jus walked off behind e pillar to hide myself.

she got taken away.

dan i went back w my long lost dad to get his car.

he got 2 cars apparently n he forgot to bring e keys of e better car

so we took e not so good car to go back to singapore.

dan dunno why e scene change to

i have to blade back to singapore

but i didn't have my passport w me

hmm

dan in my dream i actually can blade very well sia!

can brake very smoothly and i can even blade backwards!

omg damm cool can

dan i bladed very fast to cross the checkpoint

dan e officer say since i blade as though i'm driving a car

he let me pass without checking my passport

haha

dan i woke up already.

dan jus now

i had a nap.

n i had another weird dream.

it feels like a continuation of a dream tt i had before.

i went for a choir audition in e previous dream

n they didn't announce whether i was shortlisted or not

so in this dream

i went back to e audition place

to ask for the results and another chance if i wasn't shortlisted.

it's at toa payoh

this time, i happen that an audition for a play is coming up

and the audition venue is at another place which seems like the practice venue for the chour practices.

i remember liwen was in the dream.

she's going for the audtion for the play as well

and she was with some guy

they both slid down a steep grass patch and the guy knock into his dere

n liwen landed safely with style on the ground

haha

oh n i was with some small malay girl who also wants to go for that same audition

well

i lead the road but i end up at the wrong place

we reached the audition place for the choir i signed up for.

dan there seems to be a comotion outside the place

there was like a performance

some guy was playing some music with a recorder like instrument and making a FREAKING ENORMOUS COBRA dance

gosh

i was freaking scared la can

there were many other small snakes dancing at the same time as well

dan e malay girl ask me i scared of snakes ah?

dan i jus ask her to shuddup and i pushed her to a distance to watch the show

dan there was this cat who actually ate another snake.

n she was sitting down very comfortably till she got the cue from the master and she showed the audience a RAT OF IT'S SIZE that it caught. she was sitting on it

gosh.

dan the cat jumped down and seems to have shrinked or something.

it started eating it's master's sock.

dan when e master said some weird command, it began to act like a tiger

dan he said tt's e end of e show

after e show i went to approach him

n ask him how come his cat so special

is it some new kind of software?

dan he showed me a box

ask me to read e top

it says the purple something cat.

i couldn't really figure out was it was

dan he ask me to turn it around

n there it writes the lein cat

cool stuff

dan i asked a few more qns n he seems to be defendent

so i asked for his number and say tt i jus want to make friend with him

and perhaps invite him to my future parties to perform

dan i woke up

ya..

i noe..

i dream of weird stuffs.

think tt's all from me for now

gtg!

buaiis!~

2009-05-27T19:11:00.001+08:00

i was fully geared BLACK today.
received some stares from random people.
think it's cuz of e boots.
=P

JAN DIDN'T COME TO SCHOOL TODAY!
she did after tt but i didn't get to see her.
=(

anw,
update cuz of naggy jan.

dunno wad to type anw.

need to study.
should be studying.
and you, YES YOU.
you noe i'm talking about you.
e one reading my post right now.
SHOULD BE STUDYING!
gogogo.

NOW!
bye!

still reading?!

haiis.
=.=

2009-05-18T22:21:00.000+08:00

i was fully geared PURPLE today.
received some stares from some random people.
doesn't really bother me anw.

jan was geared in BLACK.
cool much

missed rmb lec today
feeling guilty cuz mr chua say it's impt.

will not skip lecture ever again unless extreme circumstances.

reached home played e piano n guitar (not at e same time), now finger hurts.

i'm now sitting here in front of e lappy, thinking what is there to be done and at e back of my head, i'm worried like mad for the club's file and thumbdrive. when will it ever get done???

dun really have mood to blog now.
darling didn't reply my msgs e whole day.
think he didn't receive.
call him also nv ans, cca.
miss him so much today.
current mood: moody

i think i need more chocolate.

shall jus end here and get myself indulged with chocolates.

toodles!~

2009-05-14T18:34:00.002+08:00

hmm.. how should i start?

today sucks.
and rocks.
o.o

typical trait if an aries huh?
contradicting much.
XP

ok, let's talk about today 1st.

i woke up with my left eye SWOLLEN.
yea.. like some disformed goldfish.

dan my mom insisted of bringing me to e doctor.
so i went
wrote my name and cuz e queue was v long
went to kfc to get breakfast
it's my 1st time eating kfc's breakfast meal.
IT'S FREAKING NICE CAN.
i got a original a.m. twister.
n my mom bought waffle w scrambled eggs

i tell u e twister is really v nice
got 2 types
1 original 1 american
my mom bought e american back home also
so, e original has scrambled eggs, chicken n small pieces of tomatoes.
damm nice can
dan i jus had e american one
n it's even nicer la
inside got scrambled eggs, bacon, CHEESE and hashbrown
next time u guys should go try also
try asking for more CHEESE
i think it'll taste better
XDD

ok, so when i reach home while my mom go to tampines to settle some stuffs
i jus lie on my bed n fell asleep
HAHA
SORRY JAN, SHOE n ALEX!
i REALLY WANTED TO GO TO SCH TODAY SIA
dan i ask e doc if can jus wrap my left eye n let me go to sch
dan he say cannot!
=((
so sad la
anw
dan erm..
my sleep wasn't a smooth one
kept receiving msgs n calls from ppl
got mich calling to ask abt e hardcopy of e HRM qns,
esprit advertisment,
fish foot spa advertisment,
jeffrey msging to ask wad i'm doing now,
jan msging me to ask me why i leave her alone today=/,
ella saying tt it's ok that i can't help her w putting up e banners today,
shoe msging abt e things tt we need to get done for HRM
n tatyi calling to ask me to go SAA to check my personal information
(abv is in random order)

dan after tt i wake up lor
my mom came back with NEW CLOTHES for me
and 4 of them is PURPLE COLOUR!
1 other is silver n 1 is white which is suppose to be worn w another clothes inside.
dan got new jeans w belt n new pair of shoes as well.
she also got me 1 new PURPLE BANGLE and 4 earRINGS of diff sizes.
XDD
LOVE MY MUMMY!!
but she took away my ice lemon tea n gave me barley instead
(which is also damm nice cuz is she make one)
my mom is jus e best mom ever on earth!
XDD

anw, my purple series is up
do take a look yo!~ haha

now let's talk about wad has happened for e past few days?

during sat meeting, me n huda saw a bird nest in sch.
u noe e noticeboards area at SDC?
got those flowery roof
n on top got a walkway?
we walked there n she discovered e bird nest
e mummy bird was dere also k?
it's damm pretty lah
yellow n brown. size of a sparrow
=))

got a pic here
try clicking n c if u can c e nest or nt..
XD

dan during developmental psych tut this wk
we were suppose to use plasticine to study children's cognitive process
n this was wad *we end up doing
*JAZSY

this was made by alex.
damm real right? (except for e colour)

haha.
n this is done by me.

jan made a tortoise.
but i didn't manage to take a picture of it before alex tried to mutate it.
=/

oh n this picture.
is taken outside of lt42 before one of e lec

jan is reading abt e nerdy geisha

n this is wad happened to her..

haha.
i guess e prev pic was funny.
XDD

dan, below is about wad we do during counselling psych lec

chatting & mutating gummy bears

camwhoring & (i'm pulling out a yellow gummy bear's head)

more camwhoring!
haha

this is me n jan

we may be completely of opp character?
(maybe nt completely but oh well..)
we're still really good friends!
=D

okay...
maybe i should stop disturbing her so much.(NOT)
she seemed really pissed w me already.
=P

oh, then there's a pic w my darling
feel so long since i last met him

still love him loads!~
harts harts =)

n here is a collection of all my nail polish.

a total of 29 of them

as colourful as M&Ms!

haha.

oh well..

i think i shall end my post w a classic face of shoe.

(i wonder wad she'll tag when she sees this...)

HAHA!

2009-05-12T00:59:00.001+08:00

jus watch this.
it's funny.

oh n i'm not suppose to be blogging now with so much stuffs to do.. but oh well.. a short one does not much of a harm right?

here goes...

THERE'S ONLY 1 THING, 2 DO, 3 WORDS

VOTE FOR ZYNDIE (wai jin hui~~)

shall end here, buaiis!~

2009-05-10T03:48:00.000+08:00

It's been a million years since i last blogged huh?
well..
let's jus simplify my stories to 2 words k?
busy & lazy

HAHA

right, actually i fell sick for a wk lah..
but oh well..
now is already MAY
XP

let's jus let e pictures do e talking la k?

trip to sentosa w jeff 1 wk b4 my b'dae

stuffs i did in preparation for my b'dae:

my supposedly DEEP PURPLE hair didn't turn out e way i wanted it
=((
but oh well,
people say it's nice
so ok lor. XD

PURPLE manicure!!
CHIO RIGHT?!

dan came FO
n this is one of my freshie in APACHE
which is MY EMPIRE(the best empire ever)

tt is like his 'hot babe' costume
haha
it won e best costume prize though..
XD

dan comes my b'dae

n here are SOME weird random presents.
HAHA

this is like a some towel tt is being squashed up n have to put inside water to c e 'grow'
=.=
well..
cool lah. XD
n jan gave me some SUPER DUPER BIG comb.

shall bring it to sch some day i suppose..

my mom got me some money keychain which is like DAMM COOL.

i put it on my wallet now
so tt it can bring more money in
HAHA!

dan..
i fell sick on e 1st day of sch
so i took 1 week 'off'
n i got REALLY BORED
so this is wad i do w my medicine..

shall call this THE BORED OF MEDICINE FACE
HAHA!

right
dan started going back to sch
n eating SAKAE during breaks!~
did some weird stuff like putting e whole strawberry in my mouth
n shu commented tt it looked like my tongue w e tastebuds more obvious
n it got me laughing like mad
so i decided to take a picture of 'that moment'

we go to bistro for food at times too
n SHOE did some weird stuff there
(decides not to point out tt i did something similar too..)
(wait a sec..)
(i jus did, didn't i?)

(but i'm nt gonna post up wad i did here anw)
BLEAHX!~

but we took one REALLY NICE pic there too!

u noe wad..
i jus realise tt this pic totally describes our 'character'!
sort of lah..

JAN-EMO FREAK
ALEX-WHINEY BOY(hmmm...)
SHU-WEIRD NICE GIRL
ME-WIERD N FULL OF NONSENSE GIRL

HAHAHAHAHA.

dan there was e night cycling trip w nexo

gosh, 77 ppl went!

(nt everyone is in this pic though)

we cycled from east coast park to kallang leisure park

by pass stadium to flyer to lau pat sat for supper

to marina barrage (which is SUPER NICE!) and back to bugis and then to SMU

and finally back to ECP.
cool shit. my v 1st night cycling experience n it was with freaking 77 PEOPLE CAN?!

really had FUN lah. XD

dan was e ice skating trip w JAZSY

really like this pic sia!

like really nice cans!~

shoe put her gloves on e skates n jan too a pic of it

n end up shoe say tt it look like WORMS

i mean..

like maggots?

HAHA

then dere was e weird cum funny thinking pictures of alex..

(alex is deep in thought)

alex's thought: actually i wanna laugh.. HAHAHAHAH

gosh!

alex's thought is talking back to him.. HAHA!

then dere was e freehand drawing classes.

i drew this.

anyone recognise?

dan cuz i got 'addicted' to drawing as well..

so when we were at e IR

i started doing weird stuff to huda's name

n e end result?

this.

HAHA.

e picture says it all huh?

n last but not least

my darling apache's dinner!

janell was an invited guest

haha

i feel so nice lah..

it's like a informal outing like this also got more ppl come dan e outing 2 tt i organised back then

i love my apache loads man!

we're going to watch night at e musuem 2 on next fri, 15th may!

n we're going to snow city end of this month!! XDD

I'm sooooooooo excited!

oh, i auditioned for choir n i got in anw.

kinda expected for someone w 10yrs exp in choir la..

today went for service at city harvest

it's a mothers' day prog

nice la.

i really enjoyed e worship session each time i go.

miss my darling... =(

only can c him once a week sia!

oh well..

haiizzzz

shall jus end here bah

buaiis!~

2009-04-10T14:10:00.000+08:00

hey people!
i'm back once again!
XDD

FOW n FOC was a blast man!

seriously.
i lost my voice.
but i think i sound kinda sexy now w tt low voice..
HAHA!

let's see ah..
FOW was really great!
our freshies are jus damm cute lah.
e 1st day right
everyone v shy v quiet
but there was this gal called landy
v on one.
she stood up to lead e empire w e cheers
XD
cool shit
great job landy!

dan 2nd day ppl are starting to open up
cool la
can feel e love from them man!

by e 3rd day.
e feeling was damm good
they were cheering by themselves already
gosh
e feeling is so nice lah
we as GLs are really damm touched when it happen
some more they still go n buy sparkling water for us.
*cries*
damm touching cans
dan still got lollipop n a packet of sweets from them
this is call e NEXO LOVE man!

XDD

dan we rested for 1 day n had to continue to pia for FOC

during tt 1 day of rest
i went out w darling
we went to eat at kenny rogers
share la
v budgeted n v filling
haha
dan he pei me go find shoe's present
i wante dto get her a red dress
but i end up getting her a cross necklace
hope tt she like it la
anw
bought my PURPLE CURTAINS tt day as well
cool shit.
@.@
after tt jiu go home lor
XDD

FOC 1st day i missed out e morning
cuz got HSS games try out
we tried out e final clash
n i had no idea wad's e problem w e people
but i THINK they seems to be aiming me most of e time
n trying to get me wet
well..
i would say they succeeded lah
O.O

oh well
after tt we had to go back to IR to think of cheers for e camp
haha
i like e one i think of
abt e money thingy
haha
cute much

dan i had to go back for my FOC already
jus in time for dinner
haha
i feel so damm welcomed lah
XDD
I COULD FEEL E NEXO LOVE!

people are asking me how come nv see me e whole morning
n tt they miss me much.
orh~~
so sweet lah

oh well
dan we realised tt e freshies for FOC ah
more jialat dan e FOW sia
in a sense tt are
dere are more ppl hu got attitude prob de sia
die die also dun wanna open their mouth to cheer de sia
O.O
we try to cheer beside them also bo chap
talk to them one on one
also bo chap
really dunno how le sia
haiis

dan 2nd day abit better
but some ppl are still e same la
but i have to give thanks to those freshies tt really give all out
n lose their voices by e 2nd day
touching much
cuz most of e GLs our voices really damm cui le
so really need e freshies to back us up
n some of them really did
so i'm really happy
XD

3rd day of FOC
is when i really start to love e freshies more le
they jus seems to be more lovable on e 3rd day
isit cuz it's wet games?
but they really seems to be more active on e 3rd day already
XD
n we're like playing e touch chin thingy whole day
damm retarded but ok la
fun lor
even e freshies are playing w e GLs
XD

oh
dan there was this combo thingy come out also
like wad sia
dunno who make it 1st de
can't really rmb but if nt wrong should be desmond
irritating
but oh well
manage to learn fast n pass it on to e freshies
n end up?
i also kenna from e freshies
=.="

suah-

anw got 1 cheer still ringing in my head now
clap clap clap clap clap clap clap clap
zetten got their jin gao lat
whua zetten jin gao lat
rinku got their bom cha cha
bom cha cha bom cha cha
reliez got their whoosh whoosh
reliez reliez whoosh whoosh reliez reliez whoosh
holqa got their nobody
nobody nobody but you
nexo got our diung tzi diung
diung tzi diung tzi diung
diung tzi diung tzi diung
diung tzi diung tzi diung
clap
siu oh!

haha
i love this cheer man
oh n e NEXO JI DIAN LIAO cheer also damm fun
haha
overall
i would really say tt e camp was damm fun
n i will wanna be a GL again next year
XDD

really hope tt nexo would be able to have everlasting love man!
XD

oh, forget to add, i lost a total of 2 bottle during this FO
n i almost lost my shoes as well la
but gd thing i called up zhi yong
now my shoes are w him
haha
n i picked up a total of $1.30 on e grounds tt i went by in FO.
HAHA
but still not enough to get me back my nalgene bottle!!
=((
my purple bottle!!
SUPER SAD CAN
="((

replies to tagboard
esther: relinked!
keat: cool right? haha. u're from gongshang too?! cool man~
daryl: yes, i heard u n i saw u.. people were saying tt u were rather retarded for doing tt though. @.@
Cassy: am i suppose to tag someone else as well? XP
G-hui: LINKED! XDD
baya: yo baya e kaya! HAHA!

shall jus end here la
another camp is coming up soon too
buaiis!~

2009-03-30T01:24:00.000+08:00

this few weeks really busy like mad sia.

freshmen orientation

dan still trying to chiong my work

but well

i think it's better to be busy everyday dan to be free everyday bah

anw,

i jus dyed my hair black ytd!

cool shit.

going for pink hair extension tmr

think it'll jus look damm cool lah!

omgomg

FOW/FOC is coming!

i'm freaking excited abt it!

think i'm jus gonna scream like mad la

XDDD

stress relieving session

hahas

WHITE PINK BLUE BLACK BLACK RED

shall end here.

*reminds myself to print idemnity form.

buaiis!~

2009-03-23T16:17:00.000+08:00

cool.
i super long never update le sia

well, that time i wanted to blog abt this funny call jeff got from some guy
asking him to stay away from me
well i jus think it's damm stupid lah
asking my bf to stay away from me
=.=

jeff say he thinks tt e guy likes me
well if tt's really e case,
dan it would be greatly appreciated tt if e guy is reading this post to just leave us alone
loving someone doesn't mean u have to b w tt person
it just means tt seeing someone is happy
u're happy
if u dun understand this
u dun understand love
n u won't understand me

i wanna go on a cruise
i dun care man!
ROARS!~

oh, n tt day
i jus realise wad kind of guy is he
all i can say is tt wadever he say now
to me it's jus plain BULLSHIT
i dun see him as a person anymore
n will not give him any respect as a person either.
if u think i'm childish
think again
look who's talking
u think i can't succeed
i'll prove u wrong
someday, u'll regret
if u think i've got no guts to put ur name here
i can gladly tell u tt if u wanna dare me
i will do it
but being nice for this one last time
i'm jus gonna end this w some language tt u deserve
fuck off my life.
hope you'll get kick out of TP soon

alright
sorry to those others reading my blog
sorry abt e language
but i think e thing (note tt i dun use e word 'guy') jus deserve it
in my eyes
it's jus a thing
a non existant thing
something tt is not worth empathy
not worth of words
not worth of any love form anyone
something tt is jus worthless to me

shall jus end my complaints here

today is a happy day
it's my mom's birthday!
think we'll be having a family dinner tonight
i will put down my past
n follow e word of god
a person's happiness shall not lie on e hands of others
i will create my own happiness

actually i also dunno wad to blog abt le
jus feel like asking him to F off nia
HAHA

shall jus end here la
buaiis!~

2009-03-15T13:01:00.001+08:00

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Disappointment You are a fun-loving, energetic, and cheerful person. You love adrenaline rushes, and going out at night. You constantly have to be having a great time to feel completely happy. Your biggest fear is not having anything to do, or having a huge disappointment/let down in your life. You hate being sad, and if something in your life suddenly went wrong it would be extremely hard for you to deal with. Just remember that everyone has to deal with hard times. Stay strong, and pretty soon your fun, party life will get right back the way it used to be.
Commitment
Where Your life is Going
Looked down on
Being Alone
Losing Someone
Death
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

2009-03-06T22:01:00.000+08:00

cool
today went for the ANU talk and get to see some of the new year ones
gosh, they're all hyped up already lor.
i think some of us were even being intimidated by them
well
at least i'm not lah.
I SAID HI BACK OKAY.
XP

after e talk, i seriously WANT to go to ANU.
but my only worrry is the living expenses there lah
haiis
getting in shouldn't be a big problem lah. just the $$
dunno if dad will be able to provide financial support for me to study there for 3 years or not lor.
haiis

after the talk jan, lin jia n kenneth came over to my house to play a few rounds of mahjong
jan sat at my lucky chair
n kept winning
>.<
oh well..
it's just a game.

after that i sent jan to e bus stop w bus 39
we talked alot on our way there.
or maybe i did most of the talking huh.
oh, jan is forming a new acapella group!
cool much.
i'm gonna be e alto n she's gonna be e sop.
currently finding base, tenor, beatboxer, male lead and female lead singer.
XD
we're just gonna do this for fun
so anyone interested, please contact me or janell. XD

well after that when i came home
i asked my bro about dancing
i still tthink tt dancing is cool lah
except for some moves that make my tummy even bigger. =X
well, i asked him to teach me some waves and isolation techniques.
n he taught me some old school thingy de la
maybe next sem i'll try to get in to tpde again bah
XDD
i will wanna join tpsu subcom and maybe try n run for hsssc again.
if possible, maybe i can join elf as well. XDD

shoe is sick today
hope she get well soon..
misses loads!

shall go n watch my 'ToGetHer' drama on youtube.
buaiis!~

2009-03-05T23:37:00.000+08:00

I got trashed at mahjong today.
TOTALLY.

LIN JIA I HATE YOU.
/=

And darling, i'm not slower.
I'm a fast learner. Just that you're faster.
XP
Be more positive ok?

People from PSYCH who are reading this post;
Pls tag about the idea of having a chalet this hols.
thanks.
no idea how to get this msg out le. /=

Sat and Sun i'm not free.
Mon I'm going swimming with my sis. Anyone wanna join?
Tues i'm going to pei him go his poly do some enrollmet stuffs
n will be going for a FULL BODY MASSAGE in the evening.
so ya.

after tt should be chionging my work most of e time.
Please try not to chope me too many days for mahjong alright?
XP

shall end here then.
Buaiis then!~

2009-03-04T22:11:00.001+08:00

this is my new purple wallpaper for my phone!
XDD
n i can't wait tp dye my hair purple.
i wonder when i should go n do it. XDD
muahahhahaha

this bunny belongs to melvyn from nexo.
it's in his car
n it's freaking cute
he say he it was from suntec level 4
*hint hint*
my b'dae is coming. haha

NEXO CHALLET!
i don't have all e pics
but oh well..
noe tt this pic isn't tt awesome.
but e ppl in there are all awesome much.

this is choco!
held by my bro
damm cute right?
XDD
love it loads
muacks muacks!

i kinda like this pic of myself.
seems like i like emo pics of myself lately huh? XP
this is my bolster in his jacket
haha
cute much right?
XP
l0oks like he's got a purple head. haha

today i cooked mee goreng instant noodles
n i tried to cook cheese egg
but it turn out to be quite a disaster la
e proportion of cheese n egg is nt right
so end up e whole thing tasted weird. o.o

anw
NEXO challet was fun!
alot of ppl were dere!
XDD
we played wii
gosh, seriously damm fun
but now my arms are both aching like nobody's business sia.

oh n ytd HE
JEFFREY KIM
was freaking idiot lah!
but it was sweet as well
dunno to be angry w him or nt lor
cuz i jus on e way home from e challet mah
dan v happy n good mood
dan suddenly miss him alot
so i called him
dan end up
he tell me he got something need to tell me
say v serious
dan he sounded quite sad
dan i thought wad sia
i ask him
dan he say i go home read e msg he send dan i'll noe le
dan i keep asking him
he say he dunno how to say
shiit him la
make me feel damm emo sia
he say no matter what
hope tt i'll forgive him
n tt he still loves me
n ask me dun cry
wah lao
dan i thought he wan break up w me cuz of another gal sia
dan i ask him he say he dunno

end up
i reach home
tio scam lor!
e msg jus say
thanks for everything
but i need u to noe this
(big space inserted)
dan he say
i really miss you alot
n will never leave you!
<33

wah seriously man
i was like laughing like mad la
cuz e page load n let me see e bottom part of e msg 1st
o.o
n seriously man
i really dunno how to react
to be angry or happy
zzz
he made me go on a emotional roller coaster ride sia!
zzz
i thought wad lor
thought he like another girl
or he 2 time me
or betray me sia
dan i thought maybe he jus wanna give me a surprise
but he really sounded damm sad la
idiot!
ROARS!~
scare me sia

but oh wells.
tt is something tt make him diff from other guys
=)

expect e unexpected.
XD
thanks for the ~~stupid irritating~~ surprise darling!

tmr going to play mahjong!
yays!~

shall go n eat n bathe now.
XDD
buaiis!~

2009-02-26T22:15:00.000+08:00

jan send me this song today
titled Listen To Your Heart by DHT
but this is another version of it on my blog
XP

I know there’s something in the wake of your smile
I get a notion from the look in your eyes, yeah
you’ve built a love but that love falls apart
your little piece of heaven turns too dark

listen to your heart
when he’s calling for you
listen to your heart
there’s nothing else you can do
I don’t know where you’re going
and I don’t know why
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye

sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile
the precious moments are all lost in the tide, yeah
they’re swept away and nothing is what is seems
the feeling of belonging to your dreams

listen to your heart
when he’s calling for you
listen to your heart
there’s nothing else you can do
I don’t know where you’re going
and I don’t know whybut listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye

and there are voices
that want to be heard
so much to mention
but you can’t find the words
the scent of magic
the beauty that’s been
when love was wilder than the wind

listen to your heart
when he’s calling for you
listen to your heart
there’s nothing else you can do
I don’t know where you’re going
and I don’t know why
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye

Listen to your heart....mm..mmm
I don’t know where you’re going
and I don’t know why
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye

played mahjong ytd w zhi cell n him
results is me, 12 wins
cell 12 wins
zhi 13 wins
n he won like 5 times. =X
so if 4D is 2335
haha
go check if u can win 4D bah!
XP

n today suppose to go cycling w alex n jan
but cuz rain
so end up we walk walk inside parkway nia
haiis
but it's ok
i bought like some ear stuts n stuffs la. XP

nth much i guess
cam whore w jan for awile also
on e bus back home
but dun fele like uploading it la
anw
jus realise tt my cam got some cool shit effects as well
hahas

anw
he dedicaed another so for me
i wanted to upload tt song
but couldn't find it on iwebmusic
so ya
it's I Lay My Love On You by Westlife.
XDD

sat got otc refresh!
sun going to meet his parents le
=X
mon to wed got chalet
so ya
packed for now le.

shall jus end here bah
buaiis!~

2009-02-20T22:00:00.000+08:00

This song is dedicated to Jeffrey.
Yes, this is for you, and this marks the beginning of our journey.
=)

I welcome you inside my life
For what you do
Oh you make me happy
So very happy
Once again

Here I stand
So inspired
To take your hand
And never take for granted
What I was granted
Once again

I never thought I could love again
I never thought I'd let somebody else in
I never thought I could trust and then
Here I am in love once again(Once again)

You touched my heart
Now I can breathe
You saved my life
And still I can't believe you made it happen
Made it happen
Once again

I never thought I could love again
I never thought I'd let somebody else in
I never thought I could trust and then
Here I am in love once again(Once again)

And when see you baby this is when
I want to scream it at the top of my lungs
I love you baby!
I know I'll never have this chance again

I never thought I could love again
I never thought I'd let somebody else in
I never thought I could trust and then
Here I am in love once again(Once again)

I welcome you inside my life
For what you do
Oh you make me happy
So very happy
Once again...

Today is the beginning of something new.
20022009
I officially declare to step down from the SINGLES club.
hahas
if u noe wad i mean.
to be honest, i didn't noe how it happened.
but today,
when he asked
the feeling of a YES was just so strong
and yup, what he said is true.
Listen to your heart.
AND I SWEAR THIS IS THE LAST TIME I AM GOING TO LISTEN TO MY HEART!
XDD
so i followed my heart.
n i believe this will go very far

he may not be every girl's dream guy
but he definitely is mine
n i noe that i will not regret this.
cuz this is really what i want
i can hardly believe it is true
but deep in my heart, i know it is.
XD

our motto is to expect e unexpected
n he is totally living up to it.
I MEAN IT.
(scary, shocking and full of surprises each time i see him)

alright,
so today i'm done with OB test already
n i shall start to prepare ~~for~~ to die for physio psych.
not that worried for PERCOG lah
n i wonder why...
haha

OH!
my dad freaking brought home a guiniue pig today!
OMG!!!
he/she is freaking cute cans!!!~
@.@~~
my bro n i jus happen to have this telepathy
n want to call it Choco.
haha
cool shit right!
shall upload pics next time la
sry, i noe i'm lazy
but ya.
XP

I'm a happy girl. :)

2009-02-15T14:40:00.000+08:00

he dedicated this song to me.

KIDNAP MY HEART- CLICK FIVE

Hey girl, whats your name
I think I caught you looking my way
Do you wanna know how to get me all to your own
Weekends work the best
I'll pick the place you do the rest
Hey now don't be shy but you got to keep me in line
Love at first sight never thought it could happen to me
but you made me believe

Kidnap my heart
take me with you
Kidnap my heart
make my dreams come true
Take me away
Cause falling in love ain't very far
Not far from the start
Kidnap my heart.

Can you get me up more
Fun that I can ever dream of
Could you tie me down
Can you keep me hanging around
I don't wanna be here to keep you company
Put your hand in mine got to hold on tight for the ride
Love at first sight never thought it could happen to me
but you made me believe

Kidnap my heart
take me with you
Kidnap my heart
make my dreams come true
Take me away cause falling in love ain't very far
not far from the start
Kidnap my heart.

You've got to hold me tighter
Cause I'm a real fighter
Don't tear us apart

Love at first sight never thought it could happen to me
but you made me believe

Kidnap my heart
take me with you
Kidnap my heart
make my dreams come true
Take me away
cause falling in love ain't very far
not far from the start
Kidnap my heart.

Kidnap my heart
Kidnap my heart....

and this is what he gave me for my romantic valentines...

9 RED ROSES
(represents eternal love)
he said that although real roses will die off eventually,
fake roses would means fake eternal love
XP

we went to had dinner at waraku @ the central
beautiful lady and samurai (names of sake)

i took a cute emo pic of him..
hahas

n a damm cute pic of him
wearing my specs!
hahas!~

he is my romantic date for valentines 2009

cute right?

hahas

anw, i was really happy yesterday..

THANKS JK!

anw, we saw zs n mich on our way to changi airport ytd

HAHA

I SAW THEM HOLDING HANDS OKAY!!

hahas

but they didn't see me

haha!

dan i msg zs

he say 'our hands jus accidently collided'

wad nonsense right?

haha

more details come n ask me lor

haha

i made him a poem ytd also

was really really sweet

he popped e qn already!

but i say i'll give him an ans after e exams.

but seriously, i can't find a reason to reject him leh!!!

someone pls help suggest some flaws a guy can have can???

i can't stop thinking abt him le la.

=((

NEED TO ~~STUDY~~ MUG

end here then.

<33

2009-02-14T00:07:00.000+08:00

life is getting good.
finally.
at last.
proj are all done!
YAY!
but then again, still got journals hvn fin yet.
AND exams coming up.. so need to study.

7 mins to valentines.
i've got a date this year!
HAHAS
wonder what will happen..
hmms
will it turn out gd? or bad?

currently nt in e studying mood.
XP
more of e HOLIDAY MOOD!
HA!

anw, i painted my nails FREAKING RED.
n it's really DAMM NICE cans
(trying to make shoe n jan JEALOUS)
haha

anw,
it's valentines already!
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY EVERYONE!

shall go off now.
buaiis!~

2009-02-11T23:33:00.000+08:00

Zyndie's brain is dead.

She has officially overworked herself.

she went to her darling jojinzhikaberlucerna hses today
to deliver her heart to them. XD

happy valentines in advance!
XD

brain continues to remain dead.

2009-02-10T21:54:00.001+08:00

CONCRETE ANGEL-MARTINA MCBRIDE
(a very nice and sad song)

She walks to school with the lunch she packed
Nobody knows what she's holding back
Wearing the same dress she wore yesterday
She hides the bruises with the linen and lace

Ohhh

The teacher wonders but she doesn't ask
It's hard to see the pain behind the mask
Bearing the burden of a secret storm
Sometimes she wishes she was never born

Through the wind and the rain
She stands hard as a stone
In a world that she can't rise above
But her dreams give her wings
And she flies to a place
Where she's loved

Concrete Angel

Somebody cries in the middle of the night
The neighbors hear but they turn out the light
A fragile soul caught in the hands of fate
When morning comes it'll be too late

Through the wind and the rain
She stands hard as a stone
In a world that she can't rise above
But her dreams give her wings
And she flies to a place
Where she's loved

Concrete Angel

A statue stands in a shaded place
An angel girl with an upturned face
Her name is written on a polished rock
A broken heart that the world forgot

Through the wind and the rain
She stands hard as a stone
In a world that she can't rise above
But her dreams give her wings
And she flies to a place
Where she's loved

Concrete Angel

2009-02-08T01:20:00.000+08:00

Because of you- Kelly Clarkson

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

just felt something for this song all of a sudden.
=X

2009-02-02T18:29:00.001+08:00

LOL
Jan asked me to see her blog abt this thingy
so i thought naybe i should do it myself too
hahas.

Copied from Janell, from Facebook, from Shoe.

1. Put your iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/etc on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!

(Cuz i got listen to quite a number of chinese songs, so for e benefit of ppl hu dunno chinese, i kinda translated those in chinese already)

Here goes:
IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
仨人sa ren
(3 people)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
The Reason

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Say My Name. HAHAHAHAHA. seems like i have accomplished my life's mission long ago huh.

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Numb (how about changing N to D? LOL)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Sexy, Naughty, Bitchy (GOSH O.O)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
杀手 sha shou
(killer)
MUST.KILL.SOMEONE.TODAY... LOL

WHAT IS 2+2?
伦敦大桥垮下来 lun dun da qiao kua xia lai
(london bridge is falling down)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND/s?
I Do

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Scream. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! LOL!

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Was It Something I Didn't Say

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
让我陪你 rang wo pei ni
(let me accompany you)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
无瑕 wu xia
(flawless)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Upside Down. hmmm. i wonder wad this is suppose to mean..

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Fall. (dance till i fall? lol)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Just Wanna Be With You.
you guys really wanna be with me by then? LOL

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
哈萨雅琪 ha sa ya qi
(i have no idea how to translate this, but hasayaki is a flower i suppose)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
重伤 zhong shang

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
纪念 ji nian
(remembrance)

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
我很想爱他 wo hen xiang ai ta
(i really want to love him)
love him until die? sound kinda corny huh.

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
糖罐子 tang guan zi
(candy jar)
Ya. fattening!

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
The Way

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
月儿光光 yue er guang guang
(moon bright bright?? O.O)
moon too bright so i cry!
hahah

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Bad Day

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
翅膀 chi pang
(wings)

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
其实很爱你 qi shi hen ai ni
(actually love you loads)

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
洋葱 yang cong
(onion)

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
相信 xiang xin
(believe)

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
爱的慢动作 ai de man dong zuo
(love's slow motion)

gosh. this is damm crappy. but funny. heehee
try it urself too ppl! XDD

yup. cool much. COP for psych course 09 is 8. LOL.
http://www.tp.edu.sg/home/admissions/intakes/adm_cutofftp.htm

time to chiong studies le!
ciaos!~

2009-02-02T12:10:00.000+08:00

yay
finally got my contact lens!
muahahahahha
mom n dad dunno abt it yet
XP
but i paid le
so too bad
going to collect it on 3rd feb, tues night
heehee
XDD
1 box of astig n 1 box of normal de
cuz my right eye astig actually v low nia
haha
oh
n my right eye degree dropped by 75 degrees!
XDD
happiie!!!

wed can wear for e grand event!
XDD

anw, my trip to malaysia was pretty interesting la
didn't know i got so freaking many relatives dere sia
erm
about 50++?
gosh
n i didn't noe i have a biao zhi zi hu is older dna me
haha
n he's kinda cute
XP

best thing abt e trip is all e good food for all 4 days
XDD
worst part is also tt
make me gain freaking 1kg leh!!
damm
gotta lose 3kg by end of feb
I DON'T CARE
THIS MUST BE DONE

oh
exams are coming
20th- I/O Psychology
23rd- Perception Cognition
24th- Physiological Psychology
i'm left with 19 days to study and finish up all un finished business!
gosh
wad e hell have i been doing sia
=X

anw, shall jus end here la
buaiis!~

2009-01-25T00:15:00.002+08:00

i went to bishan sin ming ave no. 603 today

to?
feed fish
with?
dead skin
from?
my leg

lol
yup, i went to a fish spa today
pictures nt up yet
maybe e next time i can show e 1 that looks like a got a new pair of (fish) boots de
LOL
seriously,
it was an awesome experience!
definitely a must try!!
heehee
but i doubt many ppl would dare la
cuz at 1st i was like freaking hell scared like nobody's business la
as for e feeling
i leave it for all to find out themselves
YOU NEVER KNOW UNTIL YOU TRY
LIKE THE WAY YOU'D NEVER KNOW IF AN APPLE IS SWEET OR SOUR UNTIL YOU TRY.

heehee
had early reunion dinner at simei's canton restaurant
shark fin & abalone
heehee
e noodles was nice too!
XD

oh well
kat's b'dae jus passed by a 15 mins
i made a poem for her
heehee

shall jus end here la
nights!~

2009-01-23T00:04:00.000+08:00

i am busy.

will be in malaysia from 28th jan to 2nd feb.

happy CNY everyone!

28 days to 1st test paper!

happy mugging!

2009-01-12T02:35:00.001+08:00

gosh
my blog is seriously dying

didn't expect myself to have no time for my darling bloggie
anw
jus wanna share this story tt i kinda crapped out
but actually kinda make sense
(well.. i always do i guess)

in the past
'worry' does not exist in the world
it was only when god realise that e ppl he created are not thinking properly
tt he introduced 'worry' to this only guy
but this guy did not manage to keep e worries he has to himself
he threw them all into e wind
n let e wind carry his worries away
towards others
n tt's how worry starts to get spread around e whole world
until today
ppl still uses his method to get rid of worries
to throw them into e wind
n let them be carried away

do you do tt too?

yay!
end of story
kinda random
but do uthink it actually make sense?
heehee

currently many things going on in my life
n my r/s status is changing from single & available to dating but nt together
to complicated n to VERY complicated
wish i can have a soulmate
maybe i should talk to diary
she understands me e best
n nv question my decisions
neither what i think
sounds abit sad
but she's my best friend.
XDD

open hse was damm fun
like seriously
if u had seen me at e main bridge shouting like some mad women tt came out from woodbridge
pls dun mind me
tt's my only mean of relieving stress
going to e beach to shout is nt really practical i feel
ppl dere will jus think tt u're weird
but when u're w a grp
u're nt out of place
so ya
i love open hse!
here's e longest cheer i have ever learned
i say tp u say eh u say eh u say eh
i say tp u say ba u say ba u say ba
i say tp u say eh
i say tp u say ba
i say tp u say eh ba
yi ba under neh
ba bu yi ya bah
apple apple orange hor li kah
yuan de bu na bian de na
bian de bu na yuan de na
yuan de na bian de na
yuan de bian de tong tong na
wah ka li ya woo
wah ka li ya ma la woo
wah ka li ya ma la ka la pa ka la pa
once my papa n my mama under mango tree ah
say my papa to my mama will u marry me ya
went to temple went to church n went to mosque to pray ya
say my mama to my papa darling ok ya
chuang qian ming yue guang
yi shi di shang shuang
ju tou wang ming yue
di tou si gu xiang
ci mu shou zhong xian
you zi shen shang yi
xing xing mi mi feng
yi kong ci ci gui
starlight start bright e 1st star i c tonight
i wish i may i wish i might
i wish e wish i wish tonight!
xi de guo dong xi de dong
xi de guo dong xi de dong
xi de dong xi de dong
xi de guo dong xi de dong (repeat x3-5 time)

yup
e tang shi part nt sure correct or nt
but tt's how i said it la
noisy n loud can le

anw
it's 2.33am in e morning
i'm having mixed emotions
feeling tired yet nt slpy
thx to e coffee in e goodie bag
i brought home a total of 7
1 for janell
1 for shoe
1 for kenneth(requested)
1 for my bro
1 for my sis
1 for me
n 1 extra bag (somehow inside dun have e pouch n i drank e coffee inside le)

yup
think i better go slp now
buaiis!~

2008-12-13T17:13:00.001+08:00

it takes a second to meet someone
it takes a minute to know someone
it takes an hour to like someone
n it takes a day to truly fall in love with someone

realise how i miss out the last line which is
it takes a life time to forget someone
cuz well
now i really dun see e need for it
cuz when u found someone who truly loves you whom you love
you'll realise how precious e memories you have with someone is
n you'd be grateful
tt it'll take you a lifetime to forget someone

well i just came back from P10 camp
n cool lah!!
it was really a great exp for me
getting to know all e leader from e different clubs
XDDD
i'm in DUMBO!!
so fun!!!

anw
finally getting to see e other trees turning their leaves towards me
if u guys get what i mean
yeah

men are simply interesting creatures lah
haha!

2008-12-07T15:01:00.002+08:00

FALL

I gave you all you desired

All that you needed

Boy, I provided

I let you into my head

Into my bed

And that’s a privilege

I had your back at the answers

You took the dollars

I took the chances

Defended, battled and fought

Cuz I thought you really loved me

I don’t know where to start or where to stop

No, but I know I am done I’ve had enough

So fall out of my hands

Out of my heart

And when you hit the ground

You’ll be sorry that I’m not around

I will watch you

And you fall out of your mind

Out of your fantasy

When you hit the wall

Think of me

I’ll be on the top just watching you fall

You said that you were the strong one

I was the girl

And I was the young one

I kept your feet on the ground

My head in the rounds I had you

You told me you were so grateful

I was with you

And I was so faithful

Stood by in all that you said

And all that you did I loved you

I don’t know how to act or what to say

But I know I am good I’ll be okay

And you fall out of my hands

Out of my heart

And when you hit the ground

You’ll be sorry that I’m not around

I will watch you

And you fall out of your mind

Out of your fantasy

When you hit the wall

Think of me

I’ll be on the top just watching you fall

I’ll be on the top just watching you fall

So fall out of my hands

Out of my heart

And when you hit the ground

You’ll be sorry that I’m not around

I will watch you

And you fall out of your mind

Out of your fantasy

When you hit the wall

Think of me

I’ll be on the top just watching you fall

I’ll be on the top just watching you fall

it says it all

2008-12-07T00:33:00.002+08:00

this is freaking hell funny lah!!!!!!!

i love e talking cats!~

2008-12-06T22:30:00.000+08:00

cool man
i'm finally back in action
sry for mia-ing for so long

oh well
let's jus start afresh
whatever tt has happened
has happened
n time cannot be turned back
haiis
i knew it would happen from e start
y did i still chose this path?

still
i nv regret ever being w u
cuz u gave me real happines when i was w u
i didn't noe how to treasure u
so i lost it all
it doesn't matter to me anymore
cuz i noe u prob love me no more
but still life goes on
even without u

u let me see how a future is like
n how a broken heart feels like
u used to be my everything
but now this r/s is jus another thing

whether or not my future has u
it depends on how your feelings is true
i no longer want to shed anymore tears
cuz it's time to face my fears

u were understanding u were kind
but not patient enough to be mine
i know i was in the wrong
so this r/s i don't belong

dun be sorry neither be sad
our love has ended so dun look back

let's move on in life

alright
that was damm emo
but at least it says it all
it's time to move on
n no more looking back
there's definitely more to come
if this defeats me
dan i'm nv gonna succeed in life

my life should nt be jus about 1 guy
but rather a million ppl
my beloved jojinzhikaberlucerna
i'll nv forget u guys
my beloved JAZSY
u're e ones who helped me thru this
thanks alot guys
andy, thx for all e advice
my dearest class
u're e most caring grp of ppl i ever now
HSSSCMC
i noe u guys would definitely be dere for me
n u,
to some of my RYUs
thx for being another pillar of strength for me
n to e guy on e same boat as me
i wouldn't have learn how to smile again w/o u
*sry to those tt i may have missed out
i thank you all
for letting me know
what life should really be about
sorry for e neglection
i'll be more aware of tt from now

back to reality
jus now my bro did something tt really made me luff like mad
he bought a new chained brooch for his blazer
dan i got another v girly one
so i kinda put it over his v stylo one
dan he gave me tt face and said
wah lao eh
LOL
should have taken a pic of tt face
haha
made me luff while i was in e toilet la
so diff to do my biz
>.<

anw
shall go n bathe now
happy or sad
life still goes on
it's time to be happy
n stay happy!
XDD

2008-12-03T18:19:00.000+08:00

it's time for e truth guys
i've broke up w my bf on e 10th of nov 2008
yes i was sad
but nt anymore le
no point waiting for him
if we're fated we'll still be tgt
if nt
dan just let it be bah

it's time to move on
it's time for a change

why should i give up e forest for a single tree?
i did love him before
but i love myself more

u made me grow
n i thank u for tt
but at e same time
i'll make u regret
ever letting me go
cuz u'll nv find someone like me again

gtg now
buaiis!~

2008-11-25T23:51:00.000+08:00

jus happen to see this

It's how well you communicate, not how compatible you are

Surprise: It's not how much you're in love or even how compatible you are that keeps your marriage happy. Studies have found that one of the strongest predictors of success after five years of marriage is how well a couple communicated before they married.

And, according to the same studies, how happy a couple were before marriage was unrelated to how long the marriage lasted. Turns out, when it comes to marital bliss, it's the ability to deal with your differences and talk over problems effectively that really matters.

oh well
today is janell's birthday!
happy birthday jan!
i'll get u ur present another day k?
>.<

anw it was really great fun
cuz shoe was freaking nonsense
i couldn't believe i took like more dan 20 mins
trying to finish my last piece of pizza
>.<
shoe kept making US all laugh like some mental patients
omg
i really couldn't stop la
laugh till chest pain, tummy pain n i even cried!
omg
n she went like
'what is it to be emotional abt on someone's b'dae?'
in tt typical shoe's voice
ya
n definitely alot more
i really enjoyed myself when i'm w JAZSY
XDD
love u guys l0ads man!

g0tta d0 my research for my CDs now
till next time
cia0s!~

2008-11-09T18:25:00.001+08:00

damm, this is cute

2008-11-08T00:21:00.000+08:00

hurhur
this is funny..

i love JAZSY!!! BFF!!

2008-10-31T00:23:00.008+08:00

i was surfing in youtube n erm..
found this.. XDD

THE SINGAPORE COMPLAINTS CHOIR!

*try n spot me!!!

2008-10-29T21:57:00.000+08:00

hey peeps
sorry for nt updating for so long
erm
think i'll update abt my holidays another day?
been quite busy lately?
i also dunno about what
but yeah
quite tired
hate it when lesson starts at 9am
now so tired

oh well
a new sem has start
everything has changed
except of course e ppl?
oh
2 ppl hav edropped out of this course
i wonder whr they go sia
left 56 ppl in DPS now
right
new subjects
new books
damm ex
damm heavy
erm
2 new lecturers for me
1 is dr.tay
while e other 1 is my cds lecturer junior lee

nth much for now
tmr got 3 hrs break
wonder what i can do then

me n my bf?
erm
going to reach 5th months in 1 week time!!
so happy
XDDD

sat n sun going for e i-guides camp
yups

think i'll go slp now
tmr lessons starts at 9 am also!!!
zZz

buaiis then!

2008-10-05T19:17:00.000+08:00

13th of sept 2008

basically
morning was JSXP briefing
dan after tt
suppose to go double date or something
end up
i went to orchard w cass to find andy
dan i went for my tummy slimming thingy
which wasn't much of a help la
dan after tt
go home lor
couldn't rmb much
maybe they chatted till quite late tt night i suppose..

14th of sept 2008
couldn't rmb what i did tt day

15th of sept 2008
happy b'day to yijia
n many more other ppl i suppose
tt day was e jsxp training camp
which i forgot is a camp
end up i still manage to get e permission from mom to stay in sch
hahas
rather fun lah
made a lot of new friends lor
XDD
it continues to e 16th of sept
both days were fun
2nd day was e best w all e wet games
hahaS!!
after tt go for dinner at kfc dan go home lor
XDD

think i shall update a little ltr
cuz my mom wants me to clear up my mess 1st
till then..
tatas!~

2008-10-05T19:08:00.000+08:00

11th of sept 2008

hmm
played mahjong foe e day
w zhi cell yk n my deardear
end up
also nth much lah
play fin dan go home lor

12 of sept 2008

happy 100th day!!

didn't really get to do much la

i met up w dear dear at ws library de cafe for lunch

eat till halfway

saw kat

studying dere

look so ke lian

(heng i nt in jc.. haha!)

dan after we fin lunch

went to take neoprints w deardear

spend quite some time there

but did turn out rather nice lah

dan after tt we went to prp to get back his ez link

dan near e night

i had to go back to sch

cuz of e magical autumn thingy

he couldn't send me home tt night cuz he had a little headache

so i was a little disappointed la

nth much le lor

e magical autumn was kinda..

tiring la

cuz when i need to teach e ppl how to tie e knots

i had to kept bending down

dan is like almost e whole night was bending down lor

saw e principal of TP for e v 1st time..

hahas

i wonder wad is his job scope..

hahas!

nth much

shall jus end here then!

buaiis!~

2008-10-05T18:53:00.000+08:00

10th sept 2008

wed nth much actually
deardear came to my hse
dan we jus slacked e whole day lor
we had lunch tgt
dan i kept disturbing him
he g0t his results
dan 2 fail!!
damm sad
spoil e day
but end up he kept consoling me
say he is ok
when i noe he's nt
dan somehow
cycling was suggested
so we end up going to prp to cycle lor
he send me home dan he go home lor

ending here
buais!~

2008-10-05T18:47:00.000+08:00

9th of sept

well basically
i went to janell's hse
tgt w shoe n alex
to bake cupcakes!

it was really cool n fun
cuz it's really my 1st time baking!!
hahas

alex was kinda
bored
so he did this
hahas

quite cool though
we really made like super alot of cupcakes then

w n w/o cocoa powder ones

really alot!!!
hahas
there was also those tt we added food coouring

n they really do look weird
i made a star on 1 of e cupcakes too!!

nice rite?
after we fin baking all
we start to decorate w icings n toppings
i mad a whole chunk for my deardear
for our 100th day present

sweet rite?
XDD
dan below are e few i think e design nt bad de lor

simple n nice

this is e whole chunck tt i brought home

rainbow!!
i like e clouds
cuz they really look like clouds!!
XDD
n lastly..

RABBIT!!!!
hahas
look like rite?

tt's abt it for tt day la
jess was trapped at home
so end up nv join us lor
=X
ending here!
buaiis!~

2008-10-05T18:36:00.000+08:00

ok
let's see when was e last update..
9th of sept?!
woah
tt's like freaking long le
almost a month i suppose
ok
seriously
many many things has happened
i shall do a post for a day bah
cuz almost everyday has a picture
so please wait while e picctures are uploaded!
thx!

2008-10-05T18:28:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHHAHAHA
ok
i apologise for my MIA from this blog
am now here to revive it
hahas
wait
b4 i start updating abt my life
i jus saw this ridiculous email
saying tt i now win a BMW
take a look

BMW® HQ Germany Plant:Heidemannstr. 164 DE-80939 MUNCHEN Germany.
From:THE BMW® (UK) Ltd Registered Office:Ellesfield Avenue, Bracknell,Berkshire, RG12 8TA.United Kingdom.

Congratulations, The Board of Directors,Members of staff and the International AwarenessPromotion Department of the BMW Automobile Company, Wishes to
congratulate you on your success as one of our TEN(10) STAR PRIZE WINNER in
this year's BMW Automobile International Awareness Promotion (IAP) held on
Friday 3rd of October,2008 in Berkshire. This makes you the proud owner of a new BMW 2008 X6 xDrive35i Car and a cashprize of
750,000.00 GBPs (Seven Hundred and Fifty Thousand Great British pounds). In order to redeem your prizes contact BARRISTER.ALAN ROBERT,Bmw ClaimsManager of the Claims Department with the verification form below duely
Filled and sent through email to: BARRISTER.ALAN ROBERT,DIRECT EMAIL:bmwclaimsconsultant2008@live.comTEL: (+44) 703-592-8180.Fax: +44 7005-934-945 VERIFICATION FORM:1.)Full Name: 2.)Current Address: 3.)Country: 4.)Age: 5.)Sex:6.)Occupation: 7.)Phone Number: 8.)REFERENCE NUMBER:BMW:25513500DS Congratulations once more, Engr.Ms.Emello SchachterOnline coordinator for BMW Automobile Company. -------------------------------------------------www.correo.unam.mxUNAMonos Comunicándonos

hahas
u think this is real??
should i send an email back?
HAHA!!
'abt myself
i shall slowly update i guess
tmr is my 4th month w deardear le!!
XDD
i fin e essays 1st dan continue updating k?
XDD
buaiis!~

2008-09-09T02:23:00.001+08:00

pictues!!

wanted to post this like long ago
this is e bouquet of lollipops tt nana gave to mi 0n cher's day
tt was supp0se t0 b given t0 mi 0n my b'day

17 lollipops!!
represent 17 yrs old!!
XD
oh well anw
went t0 sent0sa 0n e 2nd 0f sept as i said
n here are s0me pics

my deardear being buried by us!
XD

chairlift up e luge ride
XDD
0h n i realise tt e face has diff colours
from left:white yellow pink brown
my cheeks prob looked flushed cuz 0f e v0dka
zzz
anw
cass ask randall to take a pic wif her
he went like huh?
dun like t0 take pics

s0 he simply refuses t0 take a pr0per pic w her

HAHAHA!!!!
funniest pic 0f e day!!
n hu says ugly can't be romantic?

this is one of e nicest pic i have ever taken from such great heights!
n jus see n scenery behind!!
XDD

ok
dan f0r 3rd sept
didn't get t0 celebrate nana b'day
but end up
sing s0ng play mahj0ng
(didn't really sing s0ng, but i jus say cuz it sounded rhyming)
n this is e best game i played

i tink i zi mo e last tile?
anw
qn to lin jia: how many tai is this?
XDD

dan on e 4th
supp0se t0 g0 sent0sa w janell t0 tann again
e weather was really great
but shu refuses
as in she didn't like e sun
s0 we went t0 far east t0 sh0p instead
t0ok ne0prints
shall upl0ad th0se an0ther time
but e pic f0r e day is this
after every0ne has left n jess ate h0t n spicy n0odles w mi

she's supp0se t0 l0ok flushed
but
she jus appears t0 l0ok ~~cute~~ retarded
hahas

dan 0n fri,
5th 0f sept
morning went for event management training
dan my deardear cooked porridge for mi
waiting for mi to go back n eat
XDDD

XINFU!!!!!

dan i had maggi for dinner w a LARGE packet of vitasoy!!
XDD

sat, 6th of sept
suppose to celebrate 3rd month
but end up learn how to tie chinese knots
this is nicest 2 knots i tied

u have to agree rite?

anw
lived in misery in e afternoon till my bf surprised me w some beautiful flowers
i meant real roses!!

n hu says ugly can't be romantic
i would say this is e most romantic pic i have ever taken?
w those roses so red

i love my bf!!!!!
XDDD

dan on sun, 7th sept
which is ytd
went to science centre w my bf, his bro n my sis
t0ok quite a number of pics
watch 'the grand canyon-something river thingy'
@ e omni theatre
t0ok e morphis ride
oh well
think this is 1 of e most interesting thing i saw there

dere's more
but e pics are mostly w my bf
so shall upload another day bah

today, 8th of sept mon
played mahjong w deardear, cass n randall @ my hse
woke up at 2pm
started eating bread
SUPER SWEET
almost puked
dan make deardear's 100th day present
dan asked my mom abt e 4D
9583
dna she tell mi sun 2nd prize number was
8593
zZz
i was TOTALLY SADDED for almost an hour
thinking i could have won up to $2000!!!
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
imagine what i could do with that much of money
sobs sobs
thinking abt it is making me damm sad now
ok
let's go on
dan go lulu hse
pass her present
oh n saw e irony on elias green becoming yellow
dan play mahjong at my hse lor
my mom cooked dinner for us
damm nice
e bak kut teh
my frens n deardear so lucky la
get to drink my all time fav bak kut teh
XD
but sad thing is this time only win 1 round
number for e day is 1444
dinner was freaking bloating
until a point tt i have difficulties breathing jus now
think e walls of my stomach has expanded to a point
tt it is pressing against my diaphragm n lungs
=X

shall jus end here then
tmr going to janell's hse to bake muffins!!
XDDD
buaiis!~

2008-09-04T01:31:00.000+08:00

i'll post e pics another day
today shall be all word..
let's see..

on e 1st of sept
i went out w my deardear's family
they're so nice la
lunch they treat mi go eat at ding tai fung
at TM
dan after tt pei my deardear go get his new f0ne
w890i i think
br0wn c0l0ur de..
suit 0ur little baby m0nkies hp chain
XDD
nice de l0r
XDD
after tt pei them g0 bugis dere e temple
t0 pray
0nly his m0m did e praying
cuz i'm a free thinker lah
after tt we went t0 parc0
actually wanted t0 watcha m0vie
but cuz his br0 g0t flu
dan his m0m nv bring her glasses 0ut
s0 end up we went t0 his hse l0r
played risk
dan eat dinner at tam mart
also his parents treat
wah
i damm paiseh
kenna treated 2 times a day
>.<
some more g0t black pepper crab sia
=/
anw his father is damm funny n nice
jus like him
also like to make ppl listen between e lines
hua zh0ng dai hua
dan kip suaning him
haha
anw we play e risk until deardear damm ji d0ng
like really having war lidat l0r
LOL
0h well
tt day was really fun
XDD

dan tues
went t0 sent0sa w deardear, cass n randall
m0rning cass can't find her v0lleyball n bikini
n she w0ke up late despite mi giving her 3 morning calls
i'm like a damm pathetic alarm clock tt day
cuz i wan being snoozed 3 time by 2 ppl
but at least 1 of them woke up after e 1st call
(thx randall)
anw
i offered to help cass find her bikini at her hse
while e guys set t0 g0 t0 tm
t0 check if e sh0ps are 0pen already
but still failed
n her volleyball really did jus 'disappeared'
hmm
dan after tt we decided tt she shud jus g0 n buy a new 1
dan we went t0 tm t0 meet e guys
ate mac f0r brunch
dan i pei cass g0 split t0 buy her new bikini
OMG I WANT A NEW 1 TOO!!!
it's freaking $15 only leh
damm worth can?!?!?!
e actual price was $45 lah
dan tt time i g0t it f0r $25 lah
dan n0w dr0p t0 $15 leh
OMG
i wan sia!!!!
ZzZz
0h well
after tt
i pei my deardear g0 4th flo0r t0 get a screen pr0tect0r f0r his new f0ne
dan we all set t0 g0 t0 sent0sa!!
well
deardear n cass made A HELL LOT OF NOISE in e mrt
n mi n randall jus pretended tt we dun n0e them
h0nestly
kinda irritated by e l0udness
n kinda jeal0us by e fun they're having
=/
but 0h well
i'm 0k n0w
after we reach vivo
cass taught me e F language
after tt
we went d0wn t0 buy s0me tibits
n erm
4 b0ttles 0f v0dka?
8% alc0h0l nia
but i g0t a hang0ver frm it
nt really drunk
but cuz maybe i didn't try drinking s0 much at 1 g0
tt my liver n tummy cnt take it
>.<
anw
we saw al0t 0f tp students dere
mostly is fom the SU de
SAM was dere t0o
she 0ffered mi a m0uth 0f her ben and jerry's
strawberry cheesecake ice cream
damm great
XDD
e sun tt day was quite c00perative w us
but 0nly f0r awhile
like wad i prayed f0r
but i didn't expect it t0 really happen as wad i ask f0r
t0 have bright sun f0r at least 3 h0urs dan rain
n it really did
i manage t0 gat tann
but m0re 0n e back dan e fr0nt
zzz
dan we played beach v0lley ball
after tt i had a sand digging c0mpetition w my deardear
if he win
i'll let him carry mi 0n his back n 0we him 10 kisses
n if i win
he'll let mi bury him
n 0we mi 10 hugs
guess hu's e winner?
HAHA
e answer shall be revealed in e next p0st
XP
anw
t0ok a l0t 0f pics
dan we went t0 take e luge ride
FREAKING FUN
reminds mi 0f initial D when deardear kinda drifted
haha
best is when it starts t0 drizzle abit
cuz e fl0or is abit less friction
n e 'thing'
can g0 faster
XDD
spend freaking al0t 0f $$$$$ tt day
zzz
but was really great fun
went h0me w a s0re thr0at
n a small can 0n jellybeans
XDD

t0day was supp0se t0 give nana a surprise party
but
sadly she went 0ut t0 celebrate w her jc frens
zzz
nvm
i shall jus pass her her presents 0n fri
s0 end up
meet up w yk n zhi
decided t0 play mahj0ng
(AGAIN!!!)
but 3 que 1
s0 we asked my deardear t0 j0in in
he insisted tt he dunn0 h0w t0 play
but i insisted tt he n0e
haha
so he joined us f0r e game 0f mahj0ng
XDD
had great fun winning 9 r0unds
XDD
0h
b4 tt we watch meet e spartans 1st
freaking retarded sh0w
anw
e 4d f0r e day was 9583
haha
n i'm really pr0und t0 see my deardear learning h0w t0 play
like a mahj0ng player
XDD
n0 m0re cubes
but a l0ng line
XDD
n0 l0ng l0ok like a paran0id player
haha
still manage t0 win 5 0ut 0f 25 r0unds
tt quite a gd start eh?
XDD

tmr g0ing w janell sh0e n jessica
g0nna have s0 much fun tgt
XDD
pr0b sh0pping at far east again i think
shall jus end here then
still g0t pian0 less0ns tmr
h0pe tt dere'll b time f0r mi t0 d0 my minutes 3 n 4
buaiis!~

2008-08-30T22:51:00.000+08:00

0k
i'm here t0 bl0g 0nce again
well
i kinda change my bl0g a little
cuz i think tt dere really isn't a skin tt i really really like
s0 ya
i shall jus stick w this template
th0ugh it's super duper extremely plain
haha

0h well
let me start w wad happen today alright?
hmmm
basically
i woke up at e usual time tt i shud b waking up
abt 12.15pm?
yea
haha
dan i went to yishun w my mom n sis
to dye my hair!!
lol
cuz it's a fren shop
so got discount
it's nt jus any fren
but my mom's pri sch fren
so it's like
they noe each other for abt 40 yrs?
LOL
tt's like 4 decades can?!
0h well
back t0 e p0int
at 1st i wanted like super light double highlight
but somehow
e internal conflict in my brain in turning into a war soon
so i end up deciding dying my hair brown
dan highlight a light reddish br0wn n 0rangey br0wn
well i t0ok s0me pics while e pr0cess 0f dying my hair..

n apparently
i appears t0 l0ok like i'm wearing s0me kind 0f silver helmet

haha
n seriously
it's v heavy!!
0h wells,
e results wasn't wad i was expecting
but it's 0k
at least i can't c my new gr0wn black hair
hahas

nt v 0bvious in e pic
but in real pers0n
haha
anw
i kinda cut my hair tt n0w it l0oks like it gr0ws l0nger?
hahas

0h well..
jus wait till u guys see me e next time
XD

0k,
as f0r t'chers' day
i went back t0 c0ral
n 0mg
alm0st e wh0le 0f 4/8 went back
omg i miss them like s000000000000000000000000000000000
much!!!!
dan gave e cards i made f0r e t'chers
dan we went t0 e p0dium t0 take a few sh0ts 0f pictures
sad t0 say
e pics nt here w mi n0w
but as s0on as i get it
it'll be up 0k?
XDD
then after tt we went t0 tm f0r lunch
it's abt 2 plus then
we went t0 eat at fish and co.
really nice n filling
but really ex t0o
i paid like $14.05 f0r my meal
n we ate f0r like 3 hrs?
hahas
mr l0o, 0ur maths cher was dere t0o..
XDD
here's e bill

$439.25
and here's e money

LOL
after tt
it was like
really blur
dunno whr t0 g0
wanted t0 g0 b0wling at e hub
but it was packed
p0ol was packed t0o
s0 end up 0nly left a few ppl
g0 alvin's hse f0r mahj0ng

YAY
mahj0ng is fun
kind 0f la
when i have e gd cards
i tink i w0n abt 3 or 4 r0unds 0nly la
=/
dan g0 h0me n chi0ng minutes l0r
zzz

0k
here's e part abt e ~~sun~~ rain tanning session i went w janell
cuz it kinda drizzle
s0 didn't get v tan

i l0ok fat =/
n we cam-wh0red =)

well
this is e nicest pic tt i think we t0ok
=X
n d0es this l0ok like i'm gr0wing legs 0n my head?

hurhur
i like e f0ll0wing pic
esp e BG

n this is e nicest pic i have 0f little janell
n e little island!!
hahas

0h n we saw this ch0c0late
tt has my fren's name 0n it
KATHY SEASHELL CHOCOLATE!!

previously i was kinda emo
n t0ok this pic

dan i g0t b0red
s0 i 'put my head 0n e psych tb'

HAHA
i super like e abv pic lah
damm cute
0h
dan tt day i b0ught a star l0lipop
which ended up l0oking like a heart after eating it f0r s0mewhile

hurhur

actualli i have taken s0me 0ther pics
but its nt meant t0 b published yet
cuz they're meant f0r b'dae
=X

shall jus end here i supp0se
buaiis!~

2008-08-25T22:59:00.002+08:00

YAY!!
EXAMS ARE OVER LER!!!
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
SUPER HAPPY CANS?
NOW IS MY HOLIDAY LIAOS!!!

WAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAS

but..
angry with myself
stupid blogger
spend s0 l0ng d0ing e new skin
end up i still dun like
s0 use back this 1st
zzz
nvm
g0t time can sl0wly find
XDD

t0dae i went t0 parkway sh0pping w
janell, val, QH, nette, jesslyn, serene n alex
lol
wad a big grp of gals
opps
n 1 guy
hurhur
well
i bought a new slippers!!
XDD
n l0ts 0f f0od!!

0k hvn bathe yet
think tmr i'm g0nna make cards f0r my t'chers
t0 gif them 0n t'chers' day
as in sec sch chers la
XDD
0h wells

jus n0w when my m0m reach h0me
she jus put this bag 0n e bed
dan say it's f0r mi
s0 0ut 0f a sudden
i g0t an0ther 7 new cl0thes!!
>.<
is exaggerating de l0r LOL

CALLING ALL TANN LOVERS!
wed i'm g0ing sun tanning w janell
anyone interested can jus join
meeting her 2pm at tam mrt
we're g0ing t0 sun tan if there's sun
dan erm jus slack ar0und?
(for details of wad to do, pls approach janell..
she's a J person)
hurhur
free n easy bah i guess
things t0 bring:
-mat(to lie on)
-tibits
-sun block/suntan lotion
-water
-money
-anything else u wanna bring

dress code:
bikini and sun glasses!!
of course lah
if nt u sun tan wad shit?
=/
0h n pls wear slippers!!
(lol, i sound as if a l0t 0f ppl is g0ing lidat)
but pls d0 j0in us if p0ssible
contact me via anyway u know how to contact mi ok?
XDD

think i'll jus end here bah
buaiis!~

2008-08-23T15:52:00.001+08:00

saw this on val's bl0g..
n did it myself!!

You Are a Question Mark

You seek knowledge and insight in every form possible. You love learning.

And while you know a lot, you don't act like a know it all. You're open to learning you're wrong.

You ask a lot of questions, collect a lot of data, and always dig deep to find out more.

You're naturally curious and inquisitive. You jump to ask a question when the opportunity arises.

Your friends see you as interesting, insightful, and thought provoking.

(But they're not always up for the intense inquisitions that you love!)

You excel in: Higher education

You get along best with: The Comma

What Punctuation Mark Are You?

2008-08-22T00:24:00.001+08:00

pictures are here!!

he is finally studying..
FINALLY

study until need t0 stand up? O.O

sh0cking!!

left:cass
right:me
can u interpret this picture?
it's link t0 e next 0ne..

lol
yups.. b0th drawn by me
all rights reserved
hurhur

this is d0ne by cass
XDD
l0ve her l0ads!~
7yrs n c0unting..

well well well
who do we have here?

JERRY FROM I NOT STUPID TOO!
n t0 think back.. i actually think tt they l0ok alike!

wad d0 u think?
actually i shud ask him t0 p0se 1st dan put here rite?
hmm.. i shall ask him s0me 0ther day then
XD

this is wad happens when mugging gets boring..

n this is wad happens when e ppl u study w in grp gets bored..

they play with ur hair

tt is if u actually have hair f0r them t0 play lah
=X

sunset @ bed0k reservi0r

have seen an even m0re beautiful 1 b4 while r0wing..

0pps!~
n this is wad happens t0 e table while mugging

cell @ zhi hse..

her nephew is damm cute de cans?

really like this pic al0t
heart-shaped leave

nt tt i've nv seen it b4
but with e water effect after e rain
it's damm nice..
dun u think s0 t0o?

this is wad happens when i study al0ne
n get b0red

LOL
might jus happen t0 c mi in this hairstyle s0meday..

freebies
dad b0ught a f0ne
n g0t a free watch, bag n 3 free t-shirts
all fr0m starhub!!

I LOVE STARHUB PLAN!! XDD

here r e pics taken b4 my br0 leave f0r brunei
it's @ changi airp0rt

me, bro, sis

sis, bro, me

mom, bro, dad

bro n dad
he's still like a little boy
haiix

mom, bro n sis

0h well,
here's wad we did f0r e APEL finale

1 piece per grp
XP
my grp did e sky fr0m e t0p left 2nd piece

0h
wanted t0 put this pic up l0ng l0ng ag0
but 0h well

t0ilet r0ll with d0lphin prints
all used up le
sry if this 0ffended any0ne
esp d0lphin l0vers
but e prints r really nice..
XDD

ate this 0n e 20th 0f aug
cuz dere wasn't any f0od
its peanut butter n strawberry jam sandwich
really nice
i eat until jus happen t0 l0ok like a heart shape
s0 i bite it until it l0oks m0re like a heart shape

nice rite?
XDD

0h
n like 2 days b4 csa test
we (me n shoe) went t0 janell's hse
heehee
i l0ve her rabbits!!

this is patches
i dun have a pic 0f amber
can refer t0 sh0e's bl0g if ya want..
i think she has developed wad i would diagnose as
-RABBITOPHOBIA-
characterized by e fear 0f rabbits
why?

this is why
HAHA

shall jus end here
d0 fin e stupid surveys
n g0 t0 slp
cia0s!~

2008-08-21T23:04:00.001+08:00

LOL
hi ppl
i'm back again after s0 l0ng
really sry cuz i really can't seems t0 find e time t0 update
my life has been very busy
n still very busy
n is still going t0 be very busy n s0 0n
BUTTTTT....
t0day is an exception
why?
cuz i have finally clear FPSYCH B!!
YEY!!
but e sad news is..
i have t0tally gg-ed it
esp e essay
u know why?
cuz...
i really crapped through e essay
n if i get abv 80 f0r tt
i shall treat every0ne hu read this p0st by t0day n tagged f0r e drink
XD
heehee
i think i'm pr0b g0nna get like a 60 plus t0 70 plus f0r this test?
haiix
i actually wr0te e defination 0f displacement f0r pr0jection!1
arghhhh
zzzzzz

0k enuf 0f tt
n0w y i'm here t0day
cuz my last paper
which is my fav subj
kind 0f
PSTATS!!
*zyndie kisses e stats b0ok n calculator*
LOL
wanna n0e y?
cuz it's easy!!
dun u agree linjia?
hurhur

s0 wad i hae been d0ing previously..
was mugging
n mugging
n drawing spidergrams!!
n erm
have been studying w my deardear n cass f0r 2 days?
n i kinda felt tt it was s0rt 0f ineffective
cuz i really c0uldn't c0ncentrate when i study in grp
esp this kind 0f mugging subjs
CANNOT MAKE IT!!
s0 next time mugging subjects shall be study alone
XD
YAY!

as f0r stats
nt much thinking is really needed i think
maybe jus a little m0re f0r janell?
haha..
shoe must b laughing when she reads this
s0 i can study in grps f0r stats
jus g0nna chi0ng e past yr papers
n read thru e "theories" if applicable

0k
i'm n0w in a really relaxed m0de
jus ~~a little~~ very tired t0 even m0ve
s0 i tink i shall jus add an0ther p0st with all e pics
n c0mment 0n s0me
XD
tadas!~

2008-08-09T20:20:00.000+08:00

I LOVE SINGAPORE!!

okay.
i suddenly feel so patriotic
LOL.
jus watched finish the NDP live
kinda disappointed tt i didn't get to see lynette on tv!!
=((
but e sh0w was pretty c0ol
her performance was one of e nicest i think
besides tt i like e statue thingy
really innotive of them to think abt tt
other dan tt would be e fireworks
really damm nice
XDD
l0oks kinda like singapore was being b0mbed?
esp when e fireworks were released non-stop
HAHA

the theme song this year is shine for singapore
not bad lah
only e chorus was a little catchy
"shine for singapore.. this is your song.."

just watching it come to the sing along finale really brings back lots of memories when i t0ok part in the NDP when i was in sec 1.. =/
misses those days in secondary school..

lastly, jus wanna say,
good job t0 th0se wh0 t0ok part in e NDP
it's raining n u guys still put up such a great performance
XDD

shall end here then..
i did module 1 qn 2a for e review essay qn
n have submitted already!
n0w d0ing j0urnal l0g
s0 shall c0ntinue watching e m0vie 0n teenagers 1st
buaiis!~

2008-08-08T22:38:00.000+08:00

alright..
let's see wad's there to write about
hmm
previously went t0 eat at jupiter cafe with my bf
n then with janell n shoe
i like their fish n chips
v nice
n e design also v nice

they use e mayonaise to write the word jupiter

oh
n here r some unglams tt i f0rg0t t0 p0st up e 0ther time..
hea hea hea!~

actually janell isn't tt bad
perhaps u should l0ok at sh0e..

HAHA!!
evil me..

then janell accidently squirted some green sour gel like thingy
it's edible la
n it nice!
but it's jus funny how janell actually cause this..

haha
dan there's pics w t0ok in e t0ilet

NON cam-shy shoe is acting cam-shy here
LOVE YOU GALS!!

alright
n n0w time f0r s0me unglams 0f myself!
used my br0 lappy t0 take de
heehee

santa clause?
hurhur
zyndie clause i supp0se..
haha

dist0rted face?
actually is mirr0r image.
haha
see my m0uth is s0 small!!

i like this
ALOT.
it's jus s0 me
would-be lillipop robber
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

n this is e scariest pic
one eyed monster!!!
LOL

0k
s0 tt's abt it
wanna see more?
some my hse n i'll sh0w u..
XDD

s0 0n e 6th 0f aug
it's my 2nd m0nth with my bf
YAYS!~
after sch
we went f0r buffet at sakura restaurant
23 bucks each sia!!
greedy him taking 2 watermel0n 0n his hands!!

eat fin 1st dan take lah!!
=/
it's at safra anw
dan after tt we g0 play archery
my dear dear's 1st time!!
haha
i t0tally trash him!
but i think he'll make a g0od archer

'poser'
haha
but really i think he l0oks LIKE AN ARCHER in this pic
credits to me
as a WONDERFUL PHOTOGRAPHER
XDD

tt day was raining damm heavily
i mean really heavily..

cooling air n nice scenery..

0k
as f0r studies
i left..
psych b essay final + poster
3 journal logs
study for psych b
study for csa
study for stats
n e rest i couldn't rmb..
haha

as for today
DB training was e main thing i wanna talk abt
it was our fitness test
2.4km run i jus g0t my new rec0rd
bel0w 15 mins sia!!
1st time ever!!!!
XDD
14.15mins!!!
dan others okok only
erm
i did 18 inclined pull ups
31 pumps
n 42 sit ups
no standing board jump n shuttle run
oh
dan we t0ok 0ur height n weight
i'm like 160.5 cm n 54 kg
0k
gtg n0w
shall update an0ther time
br0 leaving t0 brunei f0r 21 days f0r c0nfidence camp in NS
g0nna miss him s0 much!!
buaiis!~

2008-08-02T23:31:00.000+08:00

DB IS MY PASSION!!!
i really dun wanna quit
but do i have e choice??
can i still cope??
i'll just try i guess..
=/

work left:
acad write: change essay to APA format
psych b: 3 journal logs
pb speak: full speech done n rehearsed(pers)
SC: minutes of meetings 5
SC: plan for outing 2

MY BUTT STILL HURTS!!
=((

actually i have a picture of it but it seems rather obscene, thus i shall not show it. =/

i spend my sat nt going training n completing my SDL n quiz 3 n half of my speech n editing minutes of meeting 3 n 4 XD
quite an achievement for me suppose?

i wanna change my blogskin.
soon.
REAL SOON.
perhaps during e holi when i have a day with nth to do
XD

shall try n do my minutes now
ok?

good bye.

2008-07-30T21:05:00.001+08:00

hi all
am here once again
look out of the window!
there's a blue moon
n that's y i'm here blogging
seriously i have just wasted like almost 3 hrs doing nth
but before tt
let me 1st apologise to ppl whom i removed from my links
cuz i really dun see e point of putting it dere when it's either
u dun update much
or tt i dun visit dere often
=/

today was e 'rehearsal' for the pbspeak persuasive /information speech
kinda cool
seriously
i really ~~anyhow whacked~~ did rehearse a little bit for it
n it's kinda easy to hit e 2 minutes target
hurhur

alright
i have seen that many ppl are putting up e personality test thingy..
n i really dunno abt mi
cuz i t0ok it twice n e results weren't consistent?
thus it is not reliable n some of e qns are not valid?
HAHAHAHAHA
ok
think i'm abit mad abt psych
XDD
0h wells
my 2nd test says that i'm 85%musical, 80% maths n 70% naturalist
XD
i tink so..
>.<

0h
there's s0mething b0thering me very badly lately
REAL BAD.
i'm considering SERIOUSLY whether to quit dragonboat or not
i know it seems all sudden
but actually i've been thinking about it for a very long time
and now it's hitting me real hard cuz i realise how much commitments i actually have
studies club, piano, studies, NYAA n DB
now look,
DB is taking 4 days of my every week..
i really feel exhausted every time after training by the time i reach home
but the thing is
there is a sense of accomplishment each time after the training is done
but i've been getting so much wounds from DB that i'm really starting to not see the point of going for training when each time i go there to push myself so hard n get hurt at e end of the day
but the bond is forming between us
n i can feel it getting stonger each time i go for training
i know that i shouldn't quit now
by e fact that there is already left so little girls in DB
but 4 days a week is really alot
esp when there is training on sats n suns
my weekend is jus gone like that
moreover
i'm nt only e asst. secretary of e studies club with lots of minutes to do
i'm also commited in a r/s
i know that's not e main point
but HE has been complaining abt my neglection towards him
well
that is really not e point
but i feel that going to training is really taking up too much of my time
n that i really feel packed to the brim of e box
i feel that i cannot breathe
i feel exhausted...

but i dun wanna quit
i hvn't achieve my goal of joining DB in e 1st place
i hvn get my pedal
i hvn win a medal
i hvn g0tten e gl0ry i want t0 have
i hvn win
i hvn proved to myself that i can be committed
i need more time
some more my NYAA also need at least 40hrs of recreational activity over a period of 12 weeks
which i definitely can get from DB
but i dunno where i can find the time to do the adventurerous section if all my time is going to be spent on DB
i really dunno what to do
feeling so confused right now
any advice from anyone?
=/

as for now i really dun wish to care
i jus wanna carry on rowing
i'll jus count the days as it goes..

pictures n details abt today will be posted another time

2008-07-27T12:18:00.000+08:00

due to request from JANELL KWOK x.x
i shall update n0w
even th0ugh i really dun have e time t0
(see i so good)

cuz ah.. needa collate e roles n responsibility thing
supposedly by tonight since tmr's e meeting
n i only receive e files from huda n shuyun only??
whr have e rest of e ppl die to??
zzz

fri was e presentation lor
dan erm
afternoon was e retreat lor
dan night i went to meet my bf
walk around in tm
it's 0ur 7th week tgt
so i got him to buy mi a necklace
shall post it up in e next post?
yup
dan he send mi h0me lor

sat which was ytd
wake up at 11
packed n went for training
lasted till around 4
dan i went to teoheng karaoke with e DB friends
total 9 ppl
it was really damm cheap?!?!?!
cuz it's like 18 bucks per hr
we sang for 4 hrs
so 72 bucks
but cuz jasmine g0t e card 0r s0mething
s0 discount 1 hr
which means 54 bucks f0r 3 hrs
dan plus in 6 cans 0f drinks
so is 70 bucks
divide by 9 ppl
each pers0n pay abt 7 bucks lor
XDD
damm cheap can
n e place is 0f quality de l0r
next time i shall bring my 0ther singer friends g0 also
XDD
yup.
so i reach h0me at abt 12 ytd?
dan i talked 0n e f0ne with my darling f0r abt 1 hr plus
dan i was really tired
s0 went t0 slp le
XD

t0day
i wake up at 11.05
read my emails n tp emails
ltr g0t training at 3pm
n i hvn eaten anything yet
still g0tta d0 e peer evaluation
thus why i say i really dun have e time t0 bl0g?
but still sacrifice cuz 0f JANELL KWOK
XP

note: k lah.. i will try as much as possible to lunch with u guys ok?
cuz ah.. i really feel tt i'm nt spending alot of time with my bf compared to u guys
n my db trainings. cuz my db training time n his is diff
so i can hardly see him if i dun meet him up just to eat tgt?
ya.. so.. to tink about it, besides sleeping,
most of my time is already spent tgt with u guys?
so i'll stilltry to lunch with u guys as much as possible
but i still need to fork out some time for him to maintain this r/s k?

before i end,
to all ppl from e sc hu are reading this post
PLEASE send in ur roles n responsibility to me by tonight if possible k?
XDD
buaiis!~

2008-07-24T08:34:00.000+08:00

zzzzzzzz
wah lao!!!
stupid germs n bacteria!!!
why hvn all of you go away?!?!?!
make mi so sick f0r wad sia
early morning breeze i also feel damm cold
kns
zzzzzzz

oh well
at least i'm nt sick till i can't even blog lah
anw
I LOST MY BLUE METALIC PEN YTD!!!!
N I DUNNO WHR E HECK I DROPPED IT SIA..
ZZZ
e only times i to0k them out is during pbspeaking
n during the IITSC AGM
i g0t a feeling it's dropped there?
or maybe someone accidently kept it in their pencil case?
haiix
wad can i do??
wad is lost is lost
whether i'll be able to get it back..
i'll leave tt to fate
>.<

hmms
something happy to be shared?
rmb my impromtu speech got e lowest mark in class?
well
my hard work really paid off when i rehearse like mad for my SOS speech
guess wad i got?
41.5/50!!
highest in class, with serene..
she also g0t e same marks!!!
XDD
hmm
tt should pull my pbspeak mark back to e middle grade
so...
to be able to do well,
i guess i can only work really hard for my persuasion speech
which i tink i suck at
persuading ppl
is really nt my thing
y force ppl against their will
nt really say force
but whether they want to believe or not
everyone should have e rights to have their own point of views right?
so..
since tt's whr i'm coming from
persuading speech is really nt my thing
but as e saying goes
as e road gets tough,
u've just have to get tougher
so i have to face e challenge!!
XDD

currently at TP's library
cuz i really came to sch t0o early?
it's like 8.12am when i reach sch
when my lesson start at 9am?
wad e heck am i thinking man?!
oh well
at least i get to prata with my dad this morning
yup
i purposely left out e eat
cuz isn't tt a way of saying
'i'm going to breakfast with my dad..' kind o fthing
oh well
seriously
i think i must be really bored to be doing something sooooooooo stupid like this

jus now i even called up my lazy boy
who jus happen to be woken up by my call
when his lesson is at 9am
n he's still asleep at like 8.17am
zzzz
pig sia
still try to lie to mi say he wake up le
sae he's up when he's still lying on his bed?
how i noe?
well...
i dun really noe
it's jus an instinct
n ya noe
s0metimes a women's instinct can be really accurate??
XDD
so i really g0t him!
XDD
wakakakakakakakakas

it's like 8.30am now?
n i still dunno wad else i can do?
oh oh oh
ytd i wanted to go n c e anti ah lian blog tt janell showed mi ytd
but i jus can't seems to rmb e link
n couldn't find it anywhere?
so i jus..
"oh well, forget it.. shall ask her tmr"
which is today
hurhur

shall end here i guess..
buaiis!~

2008-07-21T15:15:00.000+08:00

I SERIOUSLY HATE BEING SICK!!!
CAN'T EVEN GO N MEET MS MARIE THIS MORNING
REALLY HOPE I CAN GET WELL BY TMR
TMR GOT STATS TEST LEI!!!
IF STILL SICK DAN HOW I GOING TO DO E TEST???
IF STILL SICK HOW E HECK AM I GOING TO GO FOR MY DB TRAINING??

i really miss those healthy days
gimme back my health pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee
=(((

anw
can't believe i actually spend 3 hours trying to fix my playlist
which means
i actually wasted 3 hrs when i can actualli use them on revising stats
or doing my acad writing
or my pb speaking pers. speech draft
or doing my minutes
or doing e quiz 2!!!
zzzz

TIME IS PRECIOUS
I SHOULDN'T WASTE IT ANYMORE
thus i shall end here
so long n goodbye!

2008-07-20T16:30:00.000+08:00

i hate being sick
so sad
today suppose to go to e scholar's choice thingy at suntec with
janell, jesslyn, lynette n shoe
but cuz i was sick
i couldn't follow!!
=(((((((((((((((((((((

some more!!
i had to skip DB training today also becuz of tt!!
zzz
tink i prob wouldn't be able to breathe if i actually jog with them
zzz
haiixxxx
but i miss rowing sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo MUCH
sianz
oh well

i feel like changing my skin
but i feel tt dere is alot to do
so maybe i will change it during e holidays
XD

oh
as i was thinking abt it
this is wad i keep reminding myself during rowing
CHECK STROKE:
-ensure tt i feel e pivot is on mt punching hand nt my rowing hand
-stretch out!!
-sit up after pedal is in e water
-feel tt slight pause before pedal drops into e water
-timing check
-50-60% strength
XDD

REALLY LOVE DB!!!!!!!
shall end here la
needa w0rk 0n my acad writing
n pbspeak..
buaiis!~

2008-07-16T23:08:00.000+08:00

alright peeps
i'm back again
once in a blue moon
XP
let's c wad's dere t0 update
hmm
yup
AGM was a BIG success
XDD
i guess so
everything was quite sm0oth i supp0se
ohohoh
HUDA's speech was really nice n hilarious!
XD
sh0e was funni t0o
XDD

well
since 0ut theme was greek
this was wad i w0re

nt tt bad i supp0se
maybe 0nly e diff in my tan
tt seems rather weird i supp0se
=/
well
after tt t0ok a number 0f pictures
which i dun have
=(
s0me with michelle, s0me with janell n s0 0n..
0h
dan jess g0t bullied
n she was ANGRY!

she'll b angrier when she c this p0st i supp0se
hurhur
well
y angry in this pic?
haha
0ne 0f her sh0e was "st0len"..
HAHAHA
s0 she t0ok up her 0ther sh0e
n warn de0n n j0el tt
they better return them
or else..

yes, tt's her sh0e 0n her hand
n yes
j0el is taking a bag trying t0 defend himseld
=.=
0h well
dan there was this chaotic period
when they were actualli playing catching in e LT
dan they were playing e slap hand scissors paper stone game
dan after tt
i t0ok a pic 0f ashrani

n a pic 0f her with kenneth

yup
0h ya
previously
our 'hat day' was over
well
only a few w0re
=/

n e b0th 0f them are actualli wearing my hat l0r
=/
but still c0ol! XDD

but nt this
definitely a snapsh0t
zzz

this is e nice 1!! XDD

oh
dan sun's training
eveleen (v-cap) was using e super big s0on t0 eat e h0r fun
n her unglams were all captured!
XD

hurhur
really had a fun chat tt night
XD

0k
s0 ytd
i went t0 sugarl0af with shoe, janell n serene
n ate e chicken lagsane

it's a super big serving i must say
XD
freaking full thou i didn't really FINISH it
for e 1st time?
=/
hurhur
well
serene sort of helped mi cleared my plate in e end
as in she help mi finish e rest of my lagsane
oh
dan after tt
we went to e toilet at e convention hall dere
n it was a new discovery
a new found place best suited for cam-whoring

let's begin formally
dan let's think of wad t0 d0 next

hurhur
realli like this pic
XD

sh0e l0ok s0 sh0cked!
nice pic th0u
XDD
n s0 we shall end 0ff crazily

XDD

today i went t0 sugar l0af again
this time with val, qianhui n gabriel
well
this was wad i had

a super fattening chocolate cake
=/
*guilty*
n well
i also shared chicken curry with gabril
oh
n gabriel ate DABIAN!

well, at least it l0oks like lah
HAHA

0h
n previously i discovered a new flavour for mentos

l0oks n0rmal rite?
actualli i sg0t y0ghurt flav0ur de
XDD
lastly
t0day's stat's lec was TOTALLY BORING!

but my bubble tea
n hp kept mi c0mpany lah
XD

bef0re i f0rget
m0n i went f0r lunch with him

jus a retarded pic
i supp0se
thus i shall end 0ff with a better l0ok 1
XDD

(used f0r AGM)

2008-07-14T01:02:00.001+08:00

sometimes i really wonder
how my fellow friends cope so well with their time
i jus briefly did this branching out of my commitment
n realise how busy i am

basically i did this base on 1 week

which is 168 hours

n taking away all e time for db, piano, sch, travel, slp, sc, hws, eat n preparation time

i only have 2hrs left for my bf

zzz

which is normally nt e case la

haiis

dun even have time to update my blog every day lor

wonder how they

refering to ppl hu blog almost everyday like shoe, lynette, janell etc

actually does it

haiis

g0tta g0 w0rk 0n acad writing assignment 3 liao

zzz

end here bahs

buaiis!~

*i'm tired